This is practically hell on earth I would tell myself every night before I fell asleep, well it was. I was an enclosed wild animal that had to be tamed, but I was still suffering. I needed those drugs so bad to help me escape my fears from the past, I didn't need help I thought I just needed to be left alone and not told what to do.
"Welcome the rehab Iris" I would mutter as the rain droplets would race down the window "welcome to rehab" "welcome to hell" "welcome to hell on earth" I kept on repeating those lines until I got a knock at the door and of course a nurse walked in (you don't even have privacy in this place) "Iris dear someone is here to visit you" "what?" I replied, I'd never had people visit me, not even my family. "Someone's here to see you sweetie, please don't tell me you're going def?" "no, no I heard you it's just that I'd never had a visitor ever since I got here."
When I got to the cafeteria (I'm not allowed in the cafeteria cause I'm known as 'mentally unstable') I heard someone call my name. "Iris?" I looked to my left and who do I see standing there, I see my dear mother that never came to visit me on my birthday, Christmas or New Years, and here she was. I walked up to her and spat on her "Don't you ever call me Iris! You never came to see how I was coping in this living hell! Never used to come and visit just because you missed me! Nope not one single time! I never want to see you again! I don't love you anymore!"
I was raising my voice and I think the security guards sensed something bad was going to happen, so they dragged me out while I kicked and screamed "I HATE YOU! YOU FUCKEN BITCH! YOU PRACTICALLY LEFT ME FOR DEAD!" And that was the last time I ever saw her, she looked so shocked but so upset, I could see the tears swelling up in her eyes and at that exact moment I felt no sympathy at all.
Hi it's me again, how's the story so far? You enjoying it? Well hopefully you are, so Iris officially hates her mother for "leaving her for dead" well that's a bit overdramatic if you ask me but you know, this is Iris's story.
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Life In Rehab
Fiksi RemajaHi, my name is Iris and I'm 20 years old and all day everyday I hear the same thing over and over again in my mind like a broken record "Give it up Iris, give it up. You're gonna kill yourself the way your going" Welcome to rehab they said, and wel...
