The Evolution of Myself

I Sit and I Cry

I sit on my couch and I cry,

Memories slowly passing by,

I laughed with you, was mad at you,

But now I sit and cry,

Flashes of what you went through,

What I wish I could do,

I pretend happiness, but I lie,

Every night I sit and cry,

Your laugh wakes me, I cant sleep,

I wish that I could give heaven a little peek,

Because not seeing you is making me weak,

Wish I was there, a whisper by your side,

So I wouldn't be here to sit and cry,

The dark forest that swallowed you whole,

I wish it would have showed you the path home,

People keep saying your in a better place,

But I would give anything to see that grinning face,

Time and more time is passing us by,

Time I use to sit here and cry,

Pain so deep, that windows can't reach,

My brain keeps talking but I am not capable of speech,

Takes one look, one sad eye,

To make me sit in the night and cry,

When people see me I always carry a smile,

No one knows that I'm turning that dial,

Trying to catch the show that's showing your face,

Trying catch the run that's winning your race,

But believe me I will get by,

But for now, I'll sit here and cry.

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