Children of Light (A Newt x Reader)

The Scorch

So I just saw the Scorch Trials movie and it is a good movie but, it is messed up and very different from the books so that angered me a little but got me to add a few aspects of the movie into the book. I will not change how people get the flare and all that jazz but there will be Scorch trials aspects to just be aware of that please. Now onto the book. 

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F/N- First name
L/N- Last name
F/C- Favorite colour
H/C-Hair colour
E/C-Eye colour
SF/C- Second Favorite colour
F/A- Favorite animal
O/N- Original name (Before W.I.C.K.E.D. changed your name to the one you have been using for the entire book)

(The list does get longer as the book goes on)

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~Your Pov~

For the next few days, everyone got to know each other and I think that Leo was finally accepting us and was willing to trust us. Turns out that yes he did have brain cancer and that yes, he was very secluded around strangers which is why he did not like to socialize. Everyone usually hung out in the common room unless we were sleeping, taking a shower, using the washroom or we were doing our girl talk or boy talk. yes we do that stuff. Willow slowly drifting from the group of people. She seamed to be dealing with other problems that she hid from the others. When she was around everyone, she was happy, caring and was someone that you could rant to. But her title got me thinking about other things. There mist be more to Willow then the eye can see. And Newt as well. They had a talk the night Willow jumped off the wall and every thing between the two of them has changed. They seamed to share the same problem so they talked to each other about it. But now that they were apart, Willow seamed to have to deal with the problems on her own. Dante was always there for her. I could see it in his eyes. He wanted to be there for her and wanted to make sure that she was ok. I think he might like her. That could be an issue considering that Minho really liked Willow. Everyone was in the common area and we were all chatting. All aside from the girl in the corner of the room. 

"Hey. You ok? You have seemed pretty distant lately." I asked the dirty blond haired girl. 

"Oh really? Sorry. I'm not feeling to good. Everything is something that I am still trying to take in. And I miss them you know?" She said, staring at the others, talking to each other.

"What ever it is, you can share it with me. You know that right Willow?" I asked her. She looked at me, her dark brown eyes were covered in fear, pain and lust. 

"I know. And I am going to tell you everything right now." She said. I got ready for everything. After the name she was given, I wasn't to sure if she was ok. "First of all, I have depression. And so does your boy friend and my twin. BUT his is much worse then mine so that is an issue. My depression can be cleared if I have alone time or take it out on something. But for Newt, it was a lot more complicated. He will always try to kill himself. No matter what he tries. The suicidal part of him is much stronger then mine. So I talk it out and then we try anything to get rid of the fears that he has bottled up." Willow said. 

"So you mean all of that time that you and Newt have had with each other, was to talk it out and try to help each other?" I asked. 

"Yes. Very correct F/N. Next thing wrong with me, I have a black heart. I don't know if you have ever head of it but it changes me. You know that wicked princess of ice?" She asked. I nodded. "Well the only way she can activate, is if I have a black heart. I have half of one. That is why I am broken. I am fighting to control my own body. It's pretty scary. And the black heart can affect other things about you. Like why I am ok with violence. Violence has always been apart of me because of the black heart. And to no surprise, it was Wicked that gave it to me. They also created the ice princess so thank them for that." Willow started.