المنْفى

Here comes a feeling..

Having a massive wave of emotions while being numb at the same time

 wanting to fucking cry, but you can't

 !or you don't want to even

feeling all cool

 !but the pain is sucking your fucking life out

 ..not sure if it's pain or not

 half sure, yeah half sure

.. i guess

It's a whole never ending thing of paradoxes 

never ending

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