It All Started On Tour

First Night On Stage.

I stood in the dressing room with the others waiting for out que to go on. I paced the room doing random vocal warmups.

"Good luck out there" Vic patted my shoulder.

"You too" I smiled at him.

We got called and I stood at the side of the stage waiting for the others to go on before I ran on myself.

"Are you fucking ready!" I screamed into the microphone before we stared to play.

I loved the feeling I got when they sung back and screamed for me. I loved performing, honestly I have the best job in the world.

We finished our set and I ran off stage sweat covering me, damn I needed to get these clothes off.

I pulled my shirt off as I walked into the dressing room.

"Your up" I said looking to Vic. He looked up to me and didn't say anything at first.

"Oh uh yeah um, see you for the last song" he said before quickly leaving the room.

I frowned slightly, that was weird. Jaime winked as he walked past me making me even more confused. That band was getter weirder.

I found another shirt and pulled it on, I'm sure it was Vic's but he wouldn't mind.

I sat around in the dressing room until it was my time to join them back onstage for the final song.

Once I got called I ran back onstage and sung with Vic to the last song. Me and Vic ran around the stage together pretty much just having fun.

He song ended and the place erupted with screams. We said goodnight as the others walked off stage.

When we went to walk off I picked Vic up and ran off with him making more screams come from he crowd.

I was laughing at Vic as we got backstage. I put him down gently and laughed at him.

"Is that my top?" Vic asked looking at the shirt I was wearing.

"Yeah, I thought you wouldn't mind" I said looking at him. My hands were still placed gently on his hips.

"I don't" he said looking back into my eyes.

The next few seconds we were both silent looking at each other, neither moving away or moving closer for that matter. I'm sure his eyes flickered to my lips, or that could just be my mind imagining it.

That's what I thought until he started getting closer. My breathing stopped. His face was literally inches away from mine. I closed my eyes feeling myself want this.

"Kellin!" A voice shouted pulling me out my daze. I jumped away from Vic who looked just as shocked.

"C-coming!" I shouted looking at Vic one last time before running off to the dressing room.

Vic's POV
What just happened. I nearly kissed Kellin. And he nearly let me. I didn't know what came over me.

Now I was froze in the hall way trying to figure out what that was. I wanted to kiss him. I felt it, I just craved his lips against mine. Our faces were so close and his hands were on my hips.

I found my own hands rubbing my hips were Kellin's hands just were.

"You ok?" Someone touched my shoulder making me jump. I turned to see Jaime.

"Y-yeah I'm uh fine" I said coming out of whatever daze I was in. He frowned at me but didn't say anything else.

I just walked back with him to the changing room. I couldn't help it, the first thing I laid my eyes on was Kellin. He was standing with Justin.

As I walked in his eyes looked to me for a second before looking away. Now I've ruined everything. He hates me and the rest of this tour is going to be incredibly awkward.

We all finally got back to the bus and I ran off to go hide in my bunk. I didn't really want to talk to anyone. I knew I shouldn't of tried to kiss him. What was I even thinking, kissing Kellin? That's just weird.

"Vic?" Jaime's voice called me.

"Go away" I mumbled into my pillow.

"What's up?" He asked.

"I wanna be alone" I mumbled again going he would leave.

"I'll go get Kellin"

"No!" I shouted sitting up to fast and hitting my head. He was the last person he wanted to talk to.

Jaime looked at me frowning slightly mentally asking me what was wrong.

"I just miss home" I said lying. By the look on his face he knew I was lying but chose to leave it.

"I'll leave you to it" he said before walking off. I sighed laying back down and pulling the curtain across this time.

I must of drifted up because I woke up to someone calling my name.

"What?" I asked not pulling back the curtain.

"Um, I brought you some pizza" Kellin said. I pulled back the curtain and looked down at Kellin who was standing there with a paper plate in his hand with two slices of pizza on top of them.

"Thanks" I said reaching out and taking the plate from him.

"Are you ok?" He asked with a worried look on his face.

"Yeah, I'm just tired" I lied again. I couldn't exactly say what was on my mind 'oh you know I'm just wondering. If I fucked up our friendship by trying to kiss you'

"Oh ok" he said looking to his hands that were playing with each other.

"Sorry" I sighed. He looked so upset I couldn't help it.

"What?" He looked back up to me.

"About earlier I uh I wasn't thinking and um, I'm sorry for uh-"

"It's ok" he interrupted me.

"I uh, didn't mean to um I ju-"

"Vic, let's just forget about it yeah?" He said, I knew it, he hates me.

"Uh yeah" I nodded agreeing with him.

"I'll see you tomorrow" he said before walking off.

I looked at the pizza not really wanting to eat it. I kinda felt sick. I sighed jumping off my bunk and taking it down into the kitchen. Everyone just so happened to be sitting in there.

They all looked up except Kellin. I ignored them and just placed the pizza on the side and went to walk out again but Mike stopped menu grabbing my arm.

"What!" I snapped at him. He gave me a weird look.

"Don't worry" he shook his head letting go of me. I glanced at Kellin who was looking at me before leaving the room and going back to my bunk.

I got on it and laid down.

"Fuck" I said to myself. Thai your was not ruined thanks to my stupid outbursts.