It All Started On Tour

I Dont Care If Your Sick.

Vic's POV
I knew it wasn't the fact that Kellin hurt himself that made him cry like that, and I know he didn't go to the shop, he didn't bring anything back.

My mom still hates me and told me never to speak to her again until I was 'cured' I knew she was religious but not like this. The thing that hurt me the most was the fact that my dad fine do or say anything, he' just kept giving me apologetic looks.

I looks down at Kellin who was still fast asleep on me. I didn't like seeing him cry, he never did and now all of a sudden he was a mess. I couldn't help but feel like it was my fault.

I didn't bother waking him up, I just slipped out from underneath him and got up walking down the stairs to get myself a drink.

I put on the kettle and made myself a coffee and took it back upstairs with me. As I got to the bedroom door I heard coughing but Kellin wasn't in the bedroom. I put my coffee down and went to the bathroom to see Kellin on the floor coughing up into the toilet.

"Are you ok?" I asked stepping towards him.

"Go away, don't come near me" he shouted at me. Of corse I wasn't going to listen.

"No, what's wrong" I said going to step closer.

"Nothi-" his voice got cut off my him coughing again. I rubbed his back soothingly.

"Please go" he choked out at me.

He turned to look at me and saw that he was coughing up blood, and I'm sure that was not normal blood was also pouring out his nose.

"Kellin we need to get you to a hospital" I said panicked.

"No, no I'm fine" he said crying.

"No your not your bleeding, please let me take you there" I begged him. He didn't say anything else he just cried.

I helped him up, he was really week and could barely stand. He was so pale I didn't know what to do.

I got him into my car and started driving to the hospital fast. Kellin had his head leaning on the window his eyes slowly closing.

"Try to stay awake" I said looking to him for a second. He coughed again more blood coming from his mouth.

We finally pulled up and I got him out the car and picked him up bridal style as he couldn't walk and took him in.

When I got in a doctor came over to me immediately, I described what happened and we took him to a room. I wasn't allowed in at the moment and had to sit outside just waiting for them to say I could see him.

"Vic?" A doctor called me.

"Yeah?" I looked up to him.

"I'm afraid that kellin's cancer ha-"

"Cancer?" I frowned at him, what the fuck did he mean cancer, Kellin would have told me, wouldn't he?

"Yes, didn't you know?" He asked. I just shook my head. "Well Kellins cancer has spread through his body, it's pretty late to completely cure but with a few chemo treatments he can live longer" the doctor said to me.

I remembered when Kellin was crying in the bathroom, he said that he was dying.

"Can I see him?" I asked. The doctor nodded and I stood up walking into his room. Kellin looked up to me, he looked really bad.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I frowned going over to him.

"I only found out yesterday" he said softly.

"Is that why you were crying?" I asked he nodded. I walked over to him and sat next to him on the bed.

"I thought you might leave me" he said looking to me.

"Is never leave you, we'll get through this together ok" I said to him holing his hand.

"We won't though, I'm dying" he said like it was nothing.

"Please don't think like that" I said to him.

"Sorry" he looked down.

"When are you allowed to leave?" I asked.

"I don't know" he shrugged.

"I'm gonna call the others, ok?" I looked to him. He nodded and with that I left the room to call the others and get them to come over here.

Once I told everyone what happened I waited outside for Mike who said he was rushing over as soon as he asked if I was ok I just cried in his arms.

I'm going to lose him, he's going me to die and I can't do anything about it because it was too far gone, it was taking over his body.

I love him so much, I thought about it and decided, fuck it, I'm gonna do it, I love him and I'm not letting him leave me without it. I told Mike to keep an eye on Kellin and ran out to go the the shops, I needed to do this.

Kellin's POV
So, I'm dying, I'm going to lose everyone, the doctor said it's too far gone to cure so no matter what this cancer is gonna kill me.

Vic called the others they'd all be here tomorrow. One thing I forgot about was the fans. I aske smile for my phone and prepared myself for the worse as I typed out the worst tweet that I ever would.

I really don't want to say this but it's better that you all knew, I have cancer, and I'm not going to live too long, it was discovered late so they can't cure it, I love you all but I guess this is goodbye.

I tweeted it as slow tears fell down my face. I cried and cried until I couldn't cry no more and I fell asleep.

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I opened my eyes and closed them again because of the bright lights, I could hear voices telling me that the boys were here.

I managed to actually open my eyes, when I find I saw balloons and flowers and countless amount of cards and gifts.

"What the fuck?" I sad looking around.

"Fans" Vic said to me. I smiled, that was sweet.

No one was really talking to each other, a few quiet conversations about nothing, everyone trying to avoid the fact that I'm dying.

"So what's on your bucket list?" Mike asked earning a slap on the arm from Vic.

"I haven't got one" I shrugged.

"We should make one for you" Justin agreed, it didn't seem like such a bad idea actually.

"That would actually be pretty cool" I smiled.

"Skydiving!" Jack shouted.

"No way" I laughed at him.

"Have you ever been to a gay strip club" Mike smirked at me.

"Ew no, I'm not doing that" I said scrunching up my nose.

"I've got one you can do" Vic looked at me.

"What?" I smiled expecting a funny answer from him.

"Marry me?"