Frozen Heart (Leonard Snart X Reader)

Chapter 8: The Reverse Flash

For a while I didn't talk like before close to Christmas. But this time it was different all my mixed emotions gathering together and I unknowing what to do with them. I felt like there was a gaping hole in my chest and I couldn't find how to fill it. I stayed away for a long time,longer then I should, day's turned to weeks and then I soon lost track of time. I payed my bills though. I worked my daily job at a store, even then I couldn't get my mind off of anything much. I couldn't keep my mind off of them, or mostly him. I wanted no I needed him. Yet I understood the reason why I shouldn't want him,he hurt me and my friends ,including my family, multiple times,and yet I still long for this man, and they got hurt all because of me. I wish I was like my brother,that I'd be able to run fast,I'd change time,but when I think about it,would I. That's what I can't get over, I would mess time up permanently, it would be catastrophic. I then was thinking ,mostly about how Barry could save our mother from dying, and then our dad wouldn't go to prison. Mostly out of all I thoughts I wonder who was the other Reverse Flash they spoke of. What did he want from us or mostly from Barry. Joe and Barry has been doing an investigation of Dr.Wells. I recalled when I first met the man in the wheelchair. What all had happened then, and now what had happened after. I never really fully trusted Dr.Wells. I and Joe was the only ones scetchy of him, but Joe is more forthcoming then I am about these certain circumstances. I just can't shake this enormous feeling inside of me. I know Barry has a big bored and charts trying to connect Dr. Wells too The Reverse Flash. I remember some things about it,but not all. I decide to go and see what all I can find out,but truth be told mainly the reason why is to get Leonard out of my head. This is when I slip back into thought before I could leave, the thought of Right and Wrong, Cause and Effect, the do's and dont's of life. Barry reversed time once. So do I blame him? No that was where I was wrong. I always wanted to blame Barry. Until I saw I done wrong too. No one is perfect in this messed up world of ours, and I must except that. I'm not like Barry and I'm proud I'm my own person. I am who I choose to be,not what other make me. I want to be the best I can be,achieve my goul,but yet I have yet to consider what is my goul? The only one I can think off, help my brother take down the man who killed our mother. The Reverse Flash. I congregate on what I should do first. I haven't spoken to them in So long only responds to Joe when he asked how I was doing, my message was simple and short I always respond 'Ok'.
I get my clothes on and then starts to head out. Before I got to the door I resived a text from Barry.
'Dr.Wells might be The Reverse Flash . Come by S.T.A.R Labs,now.'
With that I had no second thought and rushed to S.T.A.R Labs. I walked in to see Joe,Barry,Cisco and Cailten.
"Hey,been a while, but here is what's going on." Joe started.
"You reversed time,and someone else remembers what they did right? " They all froze as usual I was spot on.
"You remember? How?" Joe asks.
"I was fighting Arrow." I said.
"Did he hurt you?!" Barry asked mad. I shook my head no and chuckles a little.
"Well I'm remembering everything...but only bits and pieces. I remember... Dr.Wells killed me...as The Reverse Flash." Cisco said.
"Now we made it so that when Cisco dreams he can control it relive the whole thing." Catilen explained.
I nodded and looked at them.
"Lets get started."
-Time Skip-
Everyone was shocked,maybe not as much, mostly hurt that the close friend Dr.Wells was The Reverse Flash.
"We have to make a trap." Barry says. We nod.
"Lets get start." Joe started.
-Time Skip-
Cisco will be the bait for this. He re engineered the first plan the one to trap Reverse Flash in the containment now Cisco will be in it so Dr.Wells can't get to him. I ,Barry, and Joe are with Cisco but hiding so Dr.Wells won't see us. The plan worked until he was able to bypass the wall and went to kill Cisco.
"CISCO NO! " I yelled as we ran to stop him,Joe shot his gun but Barry tries to apprehend the bullets, it was too late Dr.Wells was dead. Or so we thought. He then turned into a different man the shape shifter. We then heard a fimilar voice on the intercom
" I told you I'm always one step ahead one step ahead of Flash. Allow me to reintroduce you to Mr. Hanable Baets. Along with his incredible gift to transform into any person he touches I didn't expected him to come in handy is soon."
"YOU USED HIM LIKE YOU DID ALL OF US! " Barry yelled
"Just a miss conveyance of his freedom."
"You ruined all of our life's!" Barry yelled.
"We stood by you!!" Caitlen said.
"Trust me your lives are so much better for what I have done." Dr.Wells replied.
"We all know your not Harrison Wells. So come out." Joe said.
"A confession will get you no where you seen who I am."
Dr.Wells replied.
"You wanna kill me go ahead I won't fight you. Just tell the police what you did."
"I don't want to kill you, and it's so hard how much I expected not to love working with you all of you. Yet this hasn't changed what I must do."
"Then face us now Wells!" I yelled.
I heard him give a slight chuckle.
"I won't fight you much. You are busy with other things in the futuer, Ms (Y/n) Snart." He said. My eyes widen at this was this just a way of playing around with my emotions or is this the truth.
"He is in the time volt!" Cisco yelled, and Barry took off.
"BARRY!" Joe yelled.
"We have to save Irist we has been watching us all of us including her. I have to save her!" Barry yelled and changes into Flash suite and takes off.
-Time Skip-
From what has happened Eddy is now missing.Cisco, Caitlen, Barry, and I are at S.T.A.R Labs. Barry had an overwhelming force come into his mind.
"Maybe we both got wammed " Barry said.
"They you know how it feels Barry or should I say Flash." We all quickly turn seeing Irist walking up to us.
Barry, Irst,and I went off to speak privately. We went off and she explained how she found out. Also that Harrison Wells is The Reverse Flash and he killed Barry and I 's mom.
"Do you have powers too?" She asks me,and I nod.
"I have enhanced strength...and more but I'm not as fast as Barry."
"And you hide that from me,both of you." She says.
"We had to!" Barry said.
"We had to protect you, Joe said." I told her.
"Maybe you should stop protecting me." She replied and stormed out.
-Time Skip-
I was on my way home but I heard a voice calling to me.I get to the point to where I have to stop my bike and get off. But suddenly it feels like I'm being it in the head, over and over.I yell in pain and fall to my knees as other people look at me as they walk by. Then everything went black.
_3rd POV_
(Y/n) had no idea what happens when Gorilla Grodd took over her mind. (Y/n) made her way to S.T.A.R Labs, not in control of herself as if she is locked in her own mind. She walks into the building where Irist and Caitlen, as well as Cisco are. Irist looked at her mad, and started to walk over. (Y/n) hit her back using her super strength, and it sends Irist fly across the room hitting the wall hard.
They all jump up quickly.
"What the hell?!" Cisco yelled.
"What is wrong with you, (Y/n)?!" Caitlen yelled
"I'm not (Y/n) I'm Grodd." She said in a deeper voice.
"How do we stop her Cisco, we both know she can over power us easily." Caitlen said slowly walk over to tend to Irst who was out cold on the ground.
"I have a way we could stop her." Ciso said and backed up as (Y/n) walked closer.
"Not only did I make a way to stop Barry but (Y/n) as well. " Cisco ran out, and (Y/n) ran after him. He made it to the weapons room and grabe a small disc shaped objects. Before he could do anything else (Y/n) grabes and lifts him up by his throat. He starts gasping for breath.
"Died human." She said.
Cisco threw the disc down and suddenly gravity came down on (Y/n),she fell and couldn't move the gravity wining.
"I'm sorry (Y/n)." Cisco then knocked her over the head.
-Time Skip-
_(Y/n)'s POV_
I groaned and opened my eyes I was in S.T.A.R Labs but tied up.
"What the hell? " I looked around Joe was beside me hurt as well.
"What the hell happened? " I asked and broke the restraints.
"Grodd...he got to me...also to you. (Y/n)...he mind controlled you and you hurt Irist." Joe said, I gasped.
"What?" I asked. Then say Cisco and Caitlen walk in.
"He is right. But I wasn't your fault" Caitlen said.
"We stoped you..." Cisco said,kinda nerves.
"How?" I questioned.
"I made a way to take you down if you was bad.." Cisco said and looked down, I walked to him and put a hand on his shoulder.
"It was for the best." I smiled. "You better talk to Irist "Barry said. I sighed and nodded walking into another room to see Irist with a broken arm. I walked by and sat in a chair beside her.
"I guess you see my powers now...we'll some of them." I said. She looked at me and nodded. I sighed not knowing exactly what to say or what to do.
"Where is the wolf neckless at." She asked with that a flood of memories came back memories I wish I should forget, ones about Leonard.
"I gave it back."
"Who really gave it to you?"
"....Leonard Snart, well most know him as Captain Cold or Freeze. I let him get to me... I feel in love with him. I did a lot of things I regrets because of him..but Dr. Wells said something..."
"What is it (Y/n)?"
I looked down at the ground and sighed.
"For one Wells is from the future... and where he came out telling us what he was. He called me 'Ms (Y/n) Snart' and I wouldn't fight him like Barry would I was to busy with some thing else... but my last name...does that mean I marry him? That's what is bothering me..."
"Would you say yes...do you love him...truly love him (Y/n)?" I waited a moment and looks up at her.
"Yes I do. I love Leonard."
"Then what's stopping you." At those words I glance over at the others.
"Them." I said simply
"Don't let them...maybe you shouldn't love the guy but who cares..don't tell any this but...Don't be like Barry. He waits till the one he loves slips away. He took to long to confess his feelings...where you have time. Don't wait...Don't be afraid." She says and smiled. For the first time in forever, since I met Irist I felt her as a sister.
~ To Becontinued