Adopted by the Sidemen

fifteen

Haley's P.O.V.

I woke up this morning with an arm tightly around my waist. I looked over to see Simon softly snoring . I tried to get up but his grip tightened as I saw him smiling with his eyes closed.

"babe," I whispered in his ear "I need to get up"

"hmmf" he mumbled.

"but I really need to pee." I say still trying to get out of his arms. he let me go as I went to the bathroom.

I did my business and went back into the room to lay down with Simon.

"so did you have a nice pee?" he asked a little more awake now.

"actually yes I did." I giggled as I laid back down into the bed with him. he wrapped his arm around me.

"I love you." he said as he pulled me closer to him.

"I love you too." I said snuggling into his chest more.

soon I felt my eyelids start to get heavy as I slowly closed my eyes.

- - -

I woke up to the sound of Simon's and Josh's voice. they were talking about someone, me?

"she loves you Simon, but don't take things too fast or she will leave. she has told you multiple times that she's not ready, correct?" Josh said in a serious voice.

"yeah" Simon said in an almost calm but upset voice.

"ok. you need to respect her for that because what if you accidentally get her pregnant, me and you both know that you are not ready to be a parent yet."

"I guess I mean,"

"no you don't just 'guess' you know. don't worry you'll know when your ready."

"I know I know, I'm just scared."

"what for?"

"about this," Simon said as I opened my eyes a little bit to see him pointing at his wrist.

"why are you scared about that, she knows."

"Josh, I almost relapsed the other day." Simon said with an upset voice. I wanted to hug him and hold him so bad, but I couldn't not right now.

"Si," Josh paused, "what was it this time?"

this time? I thought to myself

"the freaking dream Haley had made me think and I had the twisted situation in my head and yeah. but I stayed strong for Haley because I knew she would be mad if I did."

"I'm proud of you." Josh said as he patted Simon on the back. then, Simon bursted into tears with some quiet sobs.

"why did I have to believe those stupid comments?!" Simon said in an angry voice.

I decided that now was a good time to 'wake up' so I began to sit up and Josh saw me. I put my finger over my mouth and told him to be quiet as I began to hug Simon.

"I hate to do this but, I have to go get some videos recorded. love you mate." Josh said as he rubbed Simon's shoulder and walked out of the room.

"Haley, how long have you been up?" he asked still crying.

"long enough." I said as I began to crying as well.

"Si, why did you not tell me about the other day?"

"I wanted to do something on my own for once, so I did. besides I wouldn't have been able to do it because I flushed them."

"and you are a very strong and brave person for doing that. I can't tell you how many times that I have wanted to that but I was always scared to."

"and you shouldn't be scared but you need to wait until your ready." he said wiping my tears away.

I started to wipe his away as well. we both stayed there, hugging each other letting our bottled up emotions come out of us.

"I think I'm ready." I said as I looked up at him.

I got up and slowly made my way to the bathroom. I got the pieces of metal that gave me a relive and insults out. I looked them as they shined in the light. I walked over to the toilet and stood there frozen.

'do it, come on just do it!' I thought to myself.

I looked away as I threw them into the water and pulled the handle.

I looked in as they went down, gone forever. my eyes started to water as I leaned against the door and slid down it, crying.

after a few minutes I walked back to my room and found Simon at my desk looking at some of the edited video for today.

he heard me come in and ran over and hugged me. I cried on his shoulder as he rubbed my back.

"I-I di-d it." I stuttered between sobs.

"I'm proud of you"

- - -

after about an hour of crying and comforting each other, we both calmed down.

"I need to finish editing this prop hunt video." I said sitting at my desk.

"yeah I need to go finish I editing a Fifa video." Simon said as he got up from my bed and started walking towards the door.

"I love you" he said as he ran over and kissed my head.

"I love you" I said as I leaned up and kissed him.

- - -

Simon's P.O.V.

I finished editing my video earlier than I expected so I decided to go to Haley's room.

I walked in to see her watching my football videos from a while back. I smiled at her. she's really happy and it's all because of me and my best friends.