Mental Illness Tales

I am back baby

Alright guys I got something to say alright, 

Lately hasn't been the best in my life yes I am having up's and downs and alot more downs but you know what I say FUCK IT! when Anxiety has got you so bad that you can't stop shaking or you can't stop the thoughts running and whizzing in your head that you just sit there and hope for it to past...... Don't worry I know how you feel. I know how you feel every step of the way,

I wrote something that well I think its ok but I wrote this to try and explain how anxiety feels and how it feels fighting in your own head, well here it goes:

Only Human

I bleed, I cry

Staying up late at night

I keep pushing forward

But this world hit me back

I try to stand, I try to walk

But with this weight on my shoulders

They seem to be weighing me down like boulders

I give when I got nothing left to give

All I want to do is live

When will my anxiety stop eating me alive

stop all the thoughts that are deep insides

I feel like I am strapped to a table

There poisoning my lifes and dreams

Feeding me lies, twisting me inside

I can't escape the shackles around me

The ball and chain eating me alive

The ball is pain

Causing the pain in the membrane

Driving me insane

Causing late nights and stupid fights

It always follows me like a stray dog

I feel waist deep in this never ending bog

The moon hears my crys late at night

Its infected me like a blight

I wish it knew

I was only HUMAN!
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Well guys this is how I feel when my anxiety hits, I hope you feel better soon