Mental Illness Tales

Pain?

They say your temporary, They say you go away soon

But you also come back, Everyday I wake up

See you, feel you, hear you

I try not to accept you, Its to hard to resist

You are always in my head, I want you to leave

But you also help me, I Don't need you

I need you, You need me

I hate you, You hate me

I love you, You love me

Pain drives me, I drive you

Your voice is quiet, I need to hear you

Your voice soothes me, It makes me forget

As I pick up the blade, Slice my skin

I hear clearly, The blood leaves me wound

The blade unlocks your voice, I can hear you better, clearer

You ask for more, I give you more

When its all done, I hate my choices

To let you speak, I should of ignored you

But I pick it up again, Then slice my skin again....

Pain is an endless cycle, Pain will never leave....