You're for me, I'm for you (R5 fan fiction Completed)

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*Ross' Pov*

Isabelle and I went back to the table. I sat down besides her and I see everyone already got their drinks.

"Everything okay?" My mom asks

I nod my head yes and avoid eye contact with her. I take Isabelle's hand to make her feel like everything's going to be okay. I look over to my right and I see that Vanni came and Rydellington holding hands.

Just looking at them makes me feel jealous. I never thought I'd admit that but they won't be apart. Heck Rydellington gets to be with each other all the time because Ellington's in the band. I just wish Isabelle wouldn't goto Chicago. I wish she would stay here with me in LA but I have to let her live her dream.

"So how are you guys!" Isabelle says to my parents breaking the silence

"Amazing! What about you sweetie?" My mom responds

"I could be better but today isn't about me. I'm just really proud of R5 and happy for them" Isabelle half smiles

I look over at Rydellington and Rydel and I make eye contact. "You guys okay?" She mouths slowly so I can understand

I shake my head no "talk to you later" I mouth slowly as well so she can understand.

She gives me a thumbs up and nods her head

*Isabelle Pov*
We left the restaurant and we had really good conversations. I really tired not to worry about the problem about Chicago but it was hard to ignore

"Hey sis, everything okay?" Riker asks,getting out of the back seat of the car

I shake my head no

He slams the door and comes up to me and hugs me. "What's wrong?"

"You know how I'm going to Chicago.." He nods his head yes pulling away from our hug "well Ross was going to go Chicago with me and know he can't because he has tour. And I'm just going to miss you guys and basically everything. This is my home. I've gone through a lot here and it's going to be so hard just to leave it all." I continue

"I'm sorry Iz. I wish I could do something about it"He says and reaches out for my hand. I love how caring he is, he's an amazing friend

"It's fine just telling you made me feel a lot bit better" I tell him

"If you need me I'll be here for you. Okay?" He asks but it's sounded more like a statement.

I nod my head and he walks away.

Once he walks away I find my self walking to the other direction on an dark empty road by myself. I didn't want to go inside and feel sad, once I go in it feels like I'm just going throw it all away. I really want to go to Chicago but I also really want to stay here. My life is so freaking complicated.

As I'm walking through these dark roads to my final destination at the park and me just thinking and thinking, I've finally realized something. I'm afraid to loose touch with the Lynch's. Especially Ross although I know we won't but it's scary. I already lost my real family (except Jessica) and the Lynch's is all I have left.

I arrive at the park and sit on the swing. As I swing up I feel the wind hit my face and I my skin shivered through out my back. I swing back and my hair goes all over my face. I brush my hair off my face,trying to keep my balance.

My heart skips a beat because I see someone coming my way. I slide my feet against the floor to make my self stop swinging.