Life is scary,
Terrifying,
Very,
Can't seem to get a grip,
Wary.
Losing my memory,
Insanity,
Don't know anything.
What is to come,
Haven't gone too far,
But have gone far enough,
Too late to turn back.
Can't land,
With out crashing,
Burn,
Put out the fire,
Smolder,
Scold,
Need ice.
Can't heal from these wounds,
Can't think,
Too much for me.
Want to be the best,
Can't separate myself from the rest.
I want,
Everything,
But, I need,
Other things.
Crying all the time,
Hiding from sight,
Can't show emotions,
Or at least the right ones.
What is wrong with me?
If nothing at all.
What is wrong with me?
If not everything at once.
Feel pain,
Can't control,
Reaching,
Breaking,
Pleading,
Staying.
All pounding on my walls,
Need to get out,
Need to get in.
Grey,
White,
Black.
Good in everything,
Bad is like-wise,
Yin-Yang,
Am I just crazy,
Or am I over-analyzing?
I'm tired of not knowing,
But I don't know very much.
People say I'm smart,
Hiding behind these books,
Staying behind these walls.
What am I doing with my life?
What will I do with my life?
I am so scared all the time.
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She Dreams of Paradise
Puisi"She writes, Moving along with the flow, As the words show up on the screen, The faster her fingers go, Eager to get it all down, And she is lost, To a world, All of her own." -Lose Yourself, By Allyteration (Because I'm not going to quote someone e...
