Without You (ereri)

Chapter Three.

Eren's p.o.v
"I love you," said Levi.
I flinched.
I didn't know what to say.
I was not capable of forming sentences.
Maybe I was daydreaming again.
No, not this time. I was in his arms. I could physically feel him there. He was there for real.
"H-huh..?" Was all I could say.
He pushed me away, quickly but gently.
"Nothing," he mumbled.
"Oh um, okay.."
We were sitting across one another. Silence took over. It was not the tense silence but rather comforting. We both remained silent, until Levi spoke and said,
"You should probably head home, brat."
Ignoring what he had said. I asked about why he weren't in school for the last two days. To which he said nothing but gave me a glare, a bit like a death glare.
Soon I got up and headed towards the door, but Levi had grabbed my wrist and said,
"I don't love you, it came out as a mistake bastard. Don't misinterpret."
I shrugged his hand off of me and quickly walked out, holding back my tears.
But then again, he has every right to hate me. I was the one who broke him. He is right to hate me. I only deserve hatred. I'm not worth loving at all.
I want to die, please God.
Soon we'll both go our own ways anyway. There's no point in mending a relationship which will never work out. I thought to myself.
I let out a deep sigh and walked back home as I needed time to clear my mind and focus on other things, such as my grades. When I entered my house, no one was there.
Must be all gone out, I thought. With that I made sure to lock the front door, and made my way upstairs to my room. My only comfort.
The only place where I could be myself.
My room was heaven to me.
"Oh, God I'm going to fail school," I whined whilst sitting on my bed.
Might as well sleep for a bit. With that I closed my eyes, and drifted off to a very deep yet relaxing sleep.
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I woke to the sound of some weird vibration, I didn't know what it was at first but then realised it was my phone. I checked it and saw that I had received a text from Mikasa,
M: Hey, Eren. Can we talk?
E: Um, about what?
M: Something important.
E: Right now?
M: Please.
E: Where?
M: Rose cafe.
E: Okay, on my way.
I sat on my bed, pushed the covers aside and stared at the mirror in my wardrobe for what felt like 2 whole minutes. My physical appearance shook me, I had puffy eyes and my eye bags were darker than ever.
"Wo, I look dead" I said whilst getting up from my bed and walking towards the bathroom. I grabbed my towel and took a long warm shower, the warm water calmed me down, it somehow helped me remain sane. It helped me realise that I'm alive, after my shower I quickly got dressed. Black oversized tee, black jeans, black converse and a black SnapBack. It used downstairs grabbing my phone and out of the front door.
Rushing towards Rose cafe. Wondering what Mikasa wanted to talk about. Maybe it was something stupid like 'oh my mum said you were gonna take me on a dinner date but you never did' all she does is just complain all the time. She just knows how to make others feel like shit, especially me. I hate her face, it annoys me. It was her, because of whom I had to leave Levi. It was because of her that he hates me now. It was all her fault.

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