Things were flowing just fine, besides having really intense sex with Shawn. He never used any BDSM toys when we made love, well not until now. I am a bit afraid to enter that kind of sex life, but if it's for him I'm all up for it. I would never have given myself up for a guy I just met a few months ago it's just.. Different with Shawn. When I'm around him I feel like a completely different person, but in a good way.
I'd never trade that feeling for anything else. It's the middle of the school year, I'm seriously dreading Katie and her group of whores.
"Oh, hey Shawn."
Katie says, walking up to him, placing her hand on his chest.
A sudden rage erupted in me, oh hell no. As I was about to pounce on her, Shawn held me back by rubbing his thumb on my hand. I was right next to him, hand in hand, he'd always do that to comfort me. It cooled me off, luckily.
"What do you want Katie?"
Shawn snorts, I smile, looking up at him.
"You know exactly what I want handsome. Dump this trash, and come to a real woman baby."
She flashes him a wink, I roll my eyes.
"A real woman doesn't sleep with every guy in her high school, and he doesn't know what you want because your itty bitty brain can't think for yourself. I can name a few things that are also itty bitty on your body too."
I look at Katie up and down, shaking my head. Katie looks furious, her cheeks red, everyone laughs around us. Shawn pulls me closer to him, smiling
"That's my girl."
He kisses my cheek.
"See you around, Shawn."
She looks at Shawn happily than down to me annoyed. Shawn and I are both protective of each other, no one, and I mean no one gets in the way of us. I feel that I'm falling for him, and hard.
I hear the bell ring, rushing to leave my class, I bump into Aaliyah.
"Hey!"
She says, I smile.
"Hey, Aaliyah."
I softly say, I haven't talked to her in a while. Well, not in person.
"Been a while huh?"
I say laughing a bit, she nods her head.
"We should catch up together soon! Katie's gang of whores are not the ideal group I wanna be around anymore."
She rolls her eyes. I fake gasp.
"You're with them now?"
She punches my right arm.
"No you dumb butt. Now lets go."
She laughs, I giggle along with her. I missed Aaliyah, I wonder how Laurence is doing.
"By the way, have you seen Laurence? I haven't seen him around or talked to him recently."
I say, Aaliyah mood drops.
"Laurence isn't doing so hot, his girlfriend dumped him, and he's been distant from everyone ever since. I was trying to reach out, and help him through his pain, but all he did was lash out at me. The last I heard of him he was planning on transferring schools, to leave the memories here. He thinks that'll stop his pain."
Aaliyah finishes.
"Oh my god, I uh.. Wow.. I'll try to talk to him soon. I don't want him leaving."
I was shocked, this was the first time I've ever heard of Laurence acting this way. I mean yeah, he is always on his phone, but I never knew he'd be so emotionally hurt. Damn Laurence, what happened? I close my locker, heading outside the school to the parking lot to find Shawn holding a bouquet of roses. My eyes widen.
"Again?"
I blush, holding the roses. They smell so good.
"Only for you beautiful, you look gorgeous today."
He holds me by my torso. I feel my cheek redden even more.
"I mean you look gorgeous everyday, it's just that I haven't told you, you looked beautiful today just yet."
He chuckles, tucking a hair strand behind my ear. I gaze into his brown orbs, he's so beautiful.
"For ma lady."
He bows, opening J-Bones passenger door. I laugh, entering his car, he runs around to the other side, and buckles in. I hit the radio on, blasting music.
"As long as you lo- lo- lo- lo - lo- lo- lo- lo - lo- lo- lo- lo- lo- lo- lo- lo love me."
I sing, I feel Shawn's eyes burning into me, I turn to face him.
"What?"
I laugh, he smiles shyly.
"You sound amazing, you're amazing."
He compliments, holding my hand.
"Thank you."
I peck his cheek, he smiles in return.
"I'll be your silver or I'll be your gold."
I raise my eyebrows turning to him.
"Wow Shawn, YOU can sing babe."
I giggle, he blushes.
"Actually, I've been making YouTube covers and I'm getting so many views! I really think I can get somewhere baby."
He confesses, I smile.
"That's amazing, Shawn! Im not surprised that people like your singing voice that much. I prefer your voice when you scream my name but-"
I say, Shawn cuts me off by kissing me. We're parked in his garage since I felt the car stop. He kisses me with a sudden passion, a blissful soft touch.
I felt my panties begin to soak, pulling away, I inhale a few breaths. I stare into his eyes, he caresses my cheek
"Move in with me?"
I stay silent, his face drains color when I don't respond quickly.
"Of course Shawn! You thought I was gonna say no! You looked so scared!"
I laughed. Shawn pouted his lip, leaving the car, he didn't bother opening my door. I continued laughing until I walked inside his house, Shawn was laying on the couch.
His eyes were closed, tired? I sit next to him, a nice view of his complexion from where I sat. I felt my heart filling up. So much emotion came into me just by admiring his face. When a person who means so much to you is doing anything, let's say sleeping or writing.
And you watch them off guard, they don't try at all to be beautiful. Yet in that moment, they are the thing that catches your attention. That they're the most beautiful thing you could have ever seen. In that moment, you just remember how much you really love that specific person. And I'm really feeling that, gazing at Shawn right now.
I'm in love with you Shawn.
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Daddy S.M
FanfictionHe's beautiful beyond imagination, yet the only flaw he has is having his true hearts desire be a painful experience with a girl whom he may fall in love with. Along the way, will he sacrifice everything for her? Is his love true? Or is his love f...