The Good Girl and The Bad Boy

Chapter 14- Its over ok?

I know you love me!

It kept replaying in my head. Not him grabbing me, but the rape, the beating, my mothers death. Everything from before Wen left. I couldn't believe that Wen coming back brought back all these memories that I worked so hard to get rid of. I went to therapy, I didn't date for three years, and I waited till a few months after I married to even consider have sex, or have kids with Alex.

I was breathing harder than usual, I could barely stand as I make it to my car. I sit there, hands tightly wrapped around the steering wheel, trying to control my breathing.

I final get to the point where I can drive back home. When I get parked in the front I wipe the tears front my face and try to get myself together. I didn't want to scare Alex. I didn't want him hurting himself or Wen.

I walk into my apartment and I hear the TV is on in the living room.

"Hey you're back! That was quick, did you let him down easy?" Alex asks quickly getting up from the couch.

I fake a smile. "Yeah."

"Yes!" He high fives me, "Glad that's over before it got out of hand." He smile back and pulls me closer to him, "Now, why don't we go and... celebrate." He winks.

He pulls me close to him and kiss me hard. His tongue slips into. My mouth and I moan in pleasure. He kisses my jaw line pulling me closer to him if that was even possible. "Alex," I whisper as his lips moves to my neck gently kissing it, "Ya know, we should celebrate by watching a movie." I slightly push him away.

"Um... ok?" He gives me a confused face. I turn to the FX channel and Captain America was half way through, "Baby, whats wrong." He puts his hand on my thighs bringing me closer to him.

"Nothing. I just want to sit and do nothing." I shrug. I just couldn't stop thinking about Wen freaking out like that.

He lays his head on my neck, and slowly raises his hand up my thigh. "If you say so." He drags out.

"Don't." Is all I say as he gets further up my leg.

He takes his hand away and sighs, and sits father away from me.

When the movie finishes I take that as an opportunity to quickly leave and go to bed.

"Carly? Babe, what's up with you ever since you came home you've been acting weird. What happened with you and Wen?" Alex demand directly and follows behind me.

"Why do you always think something bad happened?" I slightly yell. I didn't mean to, it's just I was annoyed. I turn and sit on the bed.

He stand in front of me, his eyebrows are raised in confusion. "I didn't say anything bad happened to you. It's just obvious that something is bothering and its better if you talk about it. Instead of holding it in."

"It's over ok? Just leave it alone."  I wave it off and lay down on the bed.

"So something did happen?" Alex presses.

"Alex! Please." I say sternly.

He holds his hands up in defense, "Ok, ok."

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