How? Clay Labrant Trevor Moran and Hayes Grier Fanfiction

Finding Out

This is for you Lizzy cx

I wake the next day and quickly get dressed. I put on a pair of jet black ripped skinny jeans, a pair of knee high converses and a plain gray long sleeve t-shirt then I grab my stuff and hurry out the door avoiding my dad at all cost. I turn around to see Hayes at the end of my sidewalk smiling. "Hi?" I ask, as he smiles at me. "I thought you might want some company on the walk to school." I smile back as we start walking. "How do you think Clay will react to this?" I ask looking nervously down at my hands. He grabs my hands and stops looking down at me. "I don't care what he thinks. I can't tell you how long i've waited for the opportunity to call you mine." I smile up at him and stand on my tiptoes and kiss him. He wraps his arms around my waist and I wrap mine around his neck. "WHAT THE HELL IS THIS." Clay says from down the street looking at me and Hayes. I automatically start to stutter unable to form any words. "This is exactly what it looks like." Hayes says challenging him. I hide behind Hayes, I can't handle this. My breathing quickens and I get dizzy. I am unable to see and I am shaky. I want to scream but I can't get any words out. I hear them calling my name but I can't see them, I can't say anything to them. I wrap my hands around my throat and slowly fall to the ground trying to breathe. "JOYCELYN! COME ON GET UP." I feel a wet tear on my cheek as I try to gain my sight back I try to tell him it will be okay, I'll be okay but honestly I can't tell him if that is the truth. "I can't lose you when I just got you." He says I hear the whimpering in his voice. I slowly sit up breathing a bit lighter. It feels like a weight was honestly lifted from my chest and I could breathe again. I see Clay looking down at me and he is next to Hayes. They both wear scared expressions and it is obvious Hayes has been crying. "I-I," I start to speak but run out of breathe before any words get out. Hayes pulls me in his arms and I feel his wet tears on my shirt. "Oh my god, Joycelyn you're okay." I nod my head since I can't get any words out and hug him. I watch Clay walk away towards the school leaving me and Hayes. I finally get words out. "I'm sorry." is all I say. He looks at me like I am crazy and says "For what." I look down at my legs, "For scaring you." "You don't have to be sorry you have nothing to be scared of, i'm just glad you are okay." He says pulling me back in a hug. "It was an anxiety attack." I explain to him. "You have anxiety?" He asks me. I nod my head "It's very bad and I have anxiety attacks quite frequently this is just the first time in awhile it's been this bad." "I'm so glad you're okay." He says again looking at me. I give him a weak smile, but it's a real one. He smiles back and lifts me up in his arms. "Let's get to school."