She Wants Me

A Moment

I few tear came down my face I wiped them away quickly Devin hated when I cried every time I would cry he would always say

"Ma if you cry I think I'm not doin my job right" and I would say

"Don't worry Baby you alway do it right" then we would laugh and we would hold hands and kiss and stuff I love him a smile came on my face and I just laid in the living room and fell asleep

-Ray-

All I could do was think about YN how beautiful she was the way she walk the way she talked I never felt this way before I laid in my bed thinking about our life together which was gone never happen everyone she hangs out with Is popluar and I'm still the new kid she ain't gone wanna be seen with me

"What am I thinking " I let out a loud sigh and drifted off to sleep the next morning I woke up to my alarm clock going off and my mom banging on my door

"Rayyy get up Its time for school"

"I hate school Ma can I please not go today"

"No get up and hurry before you miss the Bus"

"No one likes me there"

"Ray if I tell you again"

"Okay okay" I dragged my self out of bed and got ready as I got ready I started to think about YN I got her first period so I tried to dress to Impress when I got done I walk downstairs still a little mad because my mom is making me go to school

"Goodmorning Ray"

I just waved my hand

"Ray"

"I'm sorry Goodmorning"

"Ion know what's with you"

"You do know I don't wanna go to school that's what"

"You have to"

"Let's just move back to cali"

"We can't ray my Job..." I cut her off

"I know your Job Your Job its always about your Job"

"Ray Don't Act like that"

"I'm gonna be late for the bus see ya" I left out the door and walked to the Bus stop and got on my phone

"Yo its Ralina who you textin on yo phone your Boyfriend"Prodigy and his friends started to laugh I just ignored them they did this everyday

"What's up baby" Yn had walked up to Prodigy and kissed him "What y'all laughing at"

Dam She gone know its me and think imma fool

"Ralina right here" he laughed "Don't he look like a girl" Prodigy laughed with his friends again I was getting embarrassed they were talking about me infront of the girl I like She looked at me

"Prodigy stop it"

"Stop what we just having fun"

"Just don't do it okay"

"You know him or some"

"Prod dont start"

The bus pulled up and we got on I sat in the front and they sat in the back Like Always I knew them pickin at me wasn't over

"Ralina you wanna sit back here" I looked straight ahead and said nunthing"

"Stop it Prodigy Dam"

"Why you taking up for him"

"I'm not just leave him alone matter of fact don't talk to me" she got up and moved to a diffrent seat I wish she would sit with me she was kinda taking up for me so that a sign a good sign right

"All because of him Baby come on"

"No Its You"