She Wants Me

Be There

"Ma"

"yes Jordan"

"can I sleep With you"

"Yeah"

he Climbed in my bed and Got under the covers

"Ma"

"yes Jordan"

"Why was G Yelling at you"

"who is G"

"Grandma She told me to call her G so she wont feel old"

I laughed

"so why was she"

"Because Mommie is confuse and she doesnt know what to do so G has to talk to me to get my head straight"

"Are you gonna yell at me when im confused"

"no She only yells at me because im to old to have these prblems When i can be able to talk to her about anything"

"then Why dont you"

"Its kinda hard for me"

"why is it hard"

"I not use to explaining my self to people"

"Oh"

we Talked about some random things I didnt Know MY son could keep up conversation like these

Ray

im wat Home thinking about YN Everything has beeen going right except my moma dont want me to be with her and That Roc dude Every time Something is wrong hes there You dont think he tryna get YN do you I notice at school Today when she was sittingg on my lap he came and and looked at her and she got off I might be trippen

"Rayyyy" My moma Yelled from down stairs

"huhhhhh"

"Come here"

I got out of bed and walked down stairs

"Yeah"

"why didnt you tell me"

"Tell you what"

"that girl your dating Has a kid"

"what the Hell how do you know that you been through my shit"

"Hell yes all on her facebook"

"Why dam"

"cause i wanna know who my son is talking to and called his self tryna date"

"You was calling her a slut the other day and now you wanna know her"

"she is a slut she 17 and has a Son"

"MA i dont wanna hear this"

"Yes you do Dont you get that girl pregant you hear me you cant take care of no baby"

"Yes i can How you know"

"Cause I do she lives in the ghetto"

"You got all this dam money share it with some dam body ion know why you acting all high but just know yo ass was in the ghetto Once"

"Ray Go to your room"

"Noo We talking about things in my life let me remind you of yours so you wont forget"

"ray"

"She had a Baby soo what so did you and your not even taking care of him do everybody need to know I got a 20 year old brother and my moma dont want him"

she Smacked Me but i dont care im tired of her act like she all high

"Dont ever talk to me like that again"

"why because its true why dont you want him why dont you want him around"

"Because He reminds me of my mistakes that I made but we here now so stop worrying about"

"no Mom hes needs you to Be there what if he gets shot what if he becomes a drug dealer or something he needs you"

"soo what"

"what if its was me Huh what would you do" I yelled

My moma go quiet and didnt say anything

"I need to go Im going for a walk" She just walked away I ran up stairs to get my phone and left out the house and walked down the street I had to clear my head I knew I shouldnt have said that too her but she mad mistake to why she wanna Bring up somebody elses

I seen Somebody jogging towards me with his shirt off Why do dudes do that i dont want to see another with no shirt on He Bumped me shoulder when he went past

"Bitch watch where the fuck you going"

He took his headphones out

"what You say to me"

"Nigga you heard me and put a shirt on"

"Fuck you"

I pushed him and he Punched me in the lip and i fell to the ground he was about to punch me again but he looked at me

"shit YN gone kick my ass"

" how yu know her"

"I'm here bestfriend" he jogged off it was Roc I think he did it on purpose