She Wants Me

To Young

Roc Pov

Me and Jordan went inside the house and found Alicia on the phone talking about me that girl is some else

"Roc can you get me goldfish"

"sure"

we walked in the kitchen and I put him on the table then got the goldfish out

"Roc why don't you be my daddy"

"oh shit"

I dropped the goldfish on the floor 

"owwee you said shit"

"No no no Jordan don't say that I didn't mean to say that"

did he really just ask me that

"its okay but why wont you"

I got the broom and started sweeping up the goldfish

"because Jay Im not your dad I didn't help make you but I could be like a big brother to you ya'know I can always hang with you and stuff"

"Really okay"

I threw the gold fish away and got him some more

"here you go"

"thanks and who is my dad why he not here he don't want me"

I scratched the back of my head

"he does want you jay"

"did why he not here then"

"its uh it confusing " Tears started to form in his eyes "Don't cry"

"Is my mom not gonna want me to"

"she loves you she would do anything for you"

Jordan was still a kids and I wasn't gonna tell him about his father I heard the front door open and close I Grabbed YNs hand before she could go to her room

"Yn We gotta problem"

"what somebody in the house" she reached for her knife

"No put that away Jordan ask me to be his dad" I whispered

"What " she whispered back

"yeah and he started asking why he doesn't want him and are you gonna not want him to then he started crying"

"Dammit I knew this day was gone come but hes to young to know"

"Well what are we gonna do"

"WE ? this isn't your problem roc you don't have to help"

"but I want to Jay my lil buddy and your my bestfriend imam do anything I can to help"

"jay ? awwwe you gave him a nickiname"  Shes so cute when she says awwweee

"YN focus" I chuckled " are you gonna tell Jordan now or not"

"I will only if you be there when I Tell him"

"I will"

"Thanks"

"he's eating goldfish right now lets wait til he's done"

"God I don't know how imma gonna tell my 3 year old son that his father is Dead"

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