Girllllllllll I know y'all wanna fight me lol. A bish has took a year off wattpad lmao. Sometimes I just get tired of writing stuff. Ugh but Imma write y'all something something that I recently went through.
& im just glad he won't read or see this. But Imma twist it up y'all know
how I do. IG:haniecyx
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Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
I mean I knew this would happen again. He found out the truth , the real truth.
I threw my phone against my bed and balled up into tears once again. I knew hed find out about the lies, my grade, my life my everything, I never meant to lie just to hurt him..I lied for him to love me.. I knew that if he knew the truth we wouldn't have gotten this far
After a few hours of me crying I got up getting somewhat annoyed of all the noise notifications..it was him. Forrest
Forrest-baby it's okay we can still work things out I Still love you I still want to be with you..just forget it. Let's start over
-10:46 pm.
2 weeks later
Me- why are you acting like that don't you still love me?
Forrest-all you do is tell your friends bullshit and you make me seem like I'm a bad person. Like come on how many chances have I gave you and you still fucked up?
I respond back telling him how much I love him even though that wouldn't change anything.
3 years I've known him. 1 year I've been with Him. He was my Bestfriend, he was my first with pretty much everything.. I dreamt of him and only him. I wanted him and only him. Sometimes I could go days without talking to my friends as long as he was there. He was my baby.. And you know what he still is. I told him I didn't care anymore but I do. I mean come on who looses feelings for their first love Quick? Please let me know. When I graduated from high school I always thought about living with him instead of being in a dorm. Working just to come home to his beautiful face, I know he doesn't love me anymore and that's fine I understand. But I guess, I still do I just..love him from a distance... I tried so many ways to try to forget about him. I dated just to find myself still thinking about him. I talked to boys that lost my attention because they weren't him. I guess you could say I'm crazy but eh I don't think so. He's someone who I'd stay up watching looney tunes with. But someone people just don't get things right on their first try. I'm still young. Still growing, still maturing. I love him and will always. But Girls listen.
Things could never be perfect, if they started out as a lie.
Listen to me please.
And another thing
You can't leave this world without feeling some pain.
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Hey guysssss I know it wasn't really a Princeton imagine but I just felt like y'all should know that I learned my lesson 😭 anyyyyyyways yeah lol bye and follow me on IG:haniecyx
Or kik me telling me idk that U love me
Kik@iloveyoulikexo.
^with the period. Bye
