Hai guys. I haven't updated since a while so yeah sorry for that but I guess ill start writing soon again.
before I start this imagine. I have a disease
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It's called bad bitch syndrome
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Lately jacob and you haven't been talking like how you used to kissing how you use to Bonding how you use to. And it's been starting to question your marriage. Like why was he leaving at night when he thought you were sleep. You knew all along. You just didn't seem to know where he was going or what was he doing. And quite frankly it bothered you. It bothered you bad. You knew Jacob was in love with you. And that he wouldn't do anything to hurt you or your little baby girl Madison. You just were curious.
Jacob, the love of your life distracted you from your thoughts.
Jacob,"baby I love youuuuu" he says while leaving over to give you a kiss.
Of course you kissed back.
Yet still something was still weird. The kiss. The way his lips moved from yours ..yeah it's crazy but you can just tell the difference.
You wanted to know. In fact you wanted to know right now. So you asked
You',"are you going to leave again tonight?"
He stops dead in his tracks. Not saying a word. Just putting the covers on top of him soon holding you.
You waited for a response.
Nothing.
Nothing.
Of course.
Silence. You could only hear the wind brushing against the hard autumn dried leaves.
Hours later still finding yourself to be awake. You ask him once more
You" I don't really know if you're up. But I'm worried. Like babe I hope you aren't doing anything that'll hurt ,break this family apart and if you are just tell me..our daughter keeps asking how come you get home at 4 in the evening. I just. I don't know Jacob"
You stop looking at your wedding ring. Oh the joyful moments slide into your memory as if it was yesterday. The day he proposed to you. Was just so. So. You couldn't even say. But you've lived for those moments.
You waited for a reply.
Nothing.
Again.
But you knew he was up. You knew.
You finished what you were saying.
You,"if you want to go. I'll let you go. And I know you know what I mean by this. Maybe you weren't ready for this and I understand " you say getting up facing him
"But Madison. Don't leave her life. Just don't. She's all that matters now. Okay?"
You heard him cry.
That's when you knew.
Jacob Emmanuel Perez only cries when someone died or when he's wrong.
You knew. What he was doing
You just knew. .
Yeah it hurt to finally realize. And see. But the truth hurts.
Sometimes you have to open your eyes.
Because the people you may love.
Can hurt you the most.
You,"just remember before you leave. Madison. Madison. Okay?"
Madison.
All it's about.
Madison.
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Hey guys if you can kik me if you want for more ideas or if you want me to help you with your own imagines. @alongthewatchtower_
But yeah. This chapter was basically what happens to so many people. Not even women guys men
And idk I just felt like writing something like this. But yeah see you guys next week.
AMD HOWS YOUR SPRING BREAK OR HOW WAS IT. OR WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS SUMMER
