If I Stay

Chapter 14

I didnt really understand what Connor meant by Sam & Jc not getting along. The night Jc was drinking was the only time I saw Jc get mad at Sam, let alone drink.

However, I took note of what Connor said just incase Jc is planning on beating the living daylights out of Sam.

I walk home instead of catching a ride because I needed time to think about everything that has happened so far. Maybe Jc was right.

What I did was wrong. I did flirt with him, we held hands, & I blew up in his face because I was jealous.

I threw away my feelings for him & ran to Sam because I was jealous.

Because I was falling inlove.

I shook my head, trying to get the words that Jc had said to me out. It was bad enough to know that he's right, but to still have feelings for someone other than your own boyfriend was another thing.

I get home & walk up the porch steps. I try & open the door but its locked. & noones home. Well this sucks. I sit down on the steps, watching as the moon starts shoving the sun out of the sky & the stars take over.

"Locked out?" A familiar voice asks. I look up & see Jc.

I shouldve guessed.

I dont answer & put my head between my knees. I hear his footsteps approach me. "Look, Im sorry for what I said the other night." He apologizes.

I lift my head up, looking at him. "Are you expecting an apology from me too?" I snap. He raises his hands infront of him in surrender. "No, I just came here to say Im sorry."

"Good because I wasnt going to anyway. I meant every word I said." I push myself up from the steps. "You said sorry, now can you go?" I cross my arms over my chest & face my back towards him, hoping he'll leave.

I feel a warm hand touch my shoulder & spin me around. God can he go?

"Look, I know what I said was a bit extreme, & Im sorry about that. Im also sorry for not realizing it before; you like me." He lifts my chin up so Im looking at him.

"Just leave, alright?" I say quietly, looking into his eyes. He nods before kissing my forehead & walking away.

I collapse on the ground, sobbing.

Why did everything have to be so complicated? Why, out of all girls, do I have to be torn between two amazing guys?

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SORRY ITS SO SHORT AHHH

i was rushing to get something up before my phone dies!

ILY ALLLL ♡