I made the nurses take the iv's out of my arm, I put on the grey sweatpants my mom brought me and I ran out my hospital room looking for Summer. I seen her mom, sisters, Briana, Angel and Taylor all waiting in the waiting room crying their eyes out and it really just dawned on me how bad this was.
"What did you do!" Taylor shouts at me with her eyes full of tears. "I-I-I-" I just couldn't form a sentence. This is all my fault. "Taylor calm down it's not his fault" Briana says wiping the tears from his eyes. But it is my fault. I can't lose Summer, not now, not like this. I love this girl to much, 5 years with her is just not enough for me. I married her because I wanted to be with her for the rest of my life and to lose her right now would kill me. I just wish we were never arguing all this could've been avoided. We would've been safe in bed at home right now.
I just wanted to see her to let her know how much I loved her and how sorry I was for doing this to her. This is all my fucking fault! I need her here with me, Messiah needs her here, her family needs her here. A doctor started to approach us and everyone stood around.
"Family of Summer Beckham?" He asks "Yes" I say.
"She lost a lot of blood on the site of the car crash and was still bleeding when she got here. She unresponsive when she arrived. We managed to stop the blood and get a pulse but she's not breathing on her own." He tells us.
"Is she gonna make it?" Summer's mom asks wiping the tears from her eyes. "We hope so but we're still not sure. She's unconscious we hope she won't slip into a coma but the chances are pretty high. There's no telling how long the coma will last. It could be a few weeks, days or months" That triggered tears for everybody but I just tried to stay strong even though I really wanted to break down and punch some shit.
"A few of you at a time can go see her"
"C-can I go in alone?" I ask her mom who was about to go in with me. She nods her head and sits back down. I follow the doctor onto the elevator, I walk down the hallway with my hands in pants pocket nervous to see her in this condition. "I'll be back in to check on her"
I open the door slowly, I see her laid on the bed with a oxygen mask on her face, bandages wrapped around her forehead and her leg was elevated in a cast. My heart shattered instantly, this is all my fault, I'm here perfectly fine and she's likes this. This should be me not her. I didn't want to cry but I couldn't help it, this is my wife. I walk over to her and hold her hand expecting her to hold mine back, but she was just lifeless. I lean down and kiss her lips "Baby I'm sorry" I kept saying over and over. "I wish I could take the pain away"
Summer's POV
"I said pull over!" I shout grabbing my purse staring daggers into the side of her face.
"I'm not letting you out this car" Odell says calmly stopping at the red light. I roll my eyes folding my arms across my chest. I sit back in my seat and glance out my window. All I see is headlights speeding towards the car and I start to scream. Odell tries to speed up and I try to buckle up my seatbelt. The car hits us hard and hit my head hard against the dash board knocking myself out. I kept trying to open my eyes but I just couldn't. I could hear people screaming and I felt myself being moved but I couldn't react. They kept screaming "We're losing her" am I dying? Is this what it feels like to die?
I could hear them, I can't see them, it aggravating me that I couldn't do anything, I couldn't move any part of my body. Then I heard them say I need surgery and then next thing I knew I blacked out. I woke up but my body didn't, I could hear the doctors saying I may slip into a coma. Nigga I'm in coma already! Do something! I tried to speak but it's like no one heard me. It was silent in the hospital room and then I heard the door open, I could feel the presences of someone but I didn't know who it was. Once the hand touches mine I knew it was Odell.
I felt his lips on mine and I felt a tear fall from his eyes. I wanted to tell him to stop crying and that I was okay but I couldn't. "Baby I'm sorry" I could hear him saying over and over again. I felt him kiss me once more and I wanted to cry. He thinks I'm dying, what if I am dying. I'll never get to see him or my son again. It's like my whole family came in to see me, every one of them cried their eyes out. I didn't know how to feel this was just too much for me to handle.
"Baby I'm gonna stay right here with you, all night. Jade is gonna take Messiah for the night" Odell tells me holding my hand kissing it.
Odell's POV
I woke up in a chair besides her bed. I asked the nurses for a toothbrush and toothpaste cause I knew they had this stuff in here. I turned on the tv and it was very coincidental how the tv was turned to E News and they were talking about our car crash last night.
"Last night football star Odell Beckham Jr, his wife and son were in a car accident" then the picture of my fucked up car appears on the screen "We don't have any more details about this but we'll keep you all posted. We don't expect to see him in Louisiana tonight" Why would they expect to see me in Louisiana? They expect me to leave my family for some bullshit ass game.
I pull out my phone and just started to type away
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I posted this onto my Instagram and Twitter account with no caption. The nurses came in and checked on Summer, still not giving me any information and it was aggravating but I knew they didn't want to add more pain onto me. I held her hand in mine praying to God for her to recover. I kissed her hand and I felt her squeeze mine. I look up instantly trying to see if her eyes were open but they weren't. I immediately rushed out the room to get her doctor.
