It's your fault

Chapter fifty-three: 'Yes she is'

I'm drug all the way down to a vehicle. I'm thrown in and forced to stay down and keep quiet. They don't pull off right away, time passes before we start moving.

"Why are you taking me?" Out of breath. Nobody says anything. We drive a very long time, not stopping for a break. Where are we going? I don't wanna go. After some time the car stops and I hear them all talking. The door comes open and I'm pulled out. They drag me into some building, once I'm in I'm thrown on the floor.

"Get up!" How the fuck you gonna tell me to get up after you throw me down! I take my time getting up and one gets mad. He grabs me by the arm and yanks me up from the ground. "She's a nice one, I can see why the boss wanted her." The boss wanted me, who is this boss? I'm tired of all these different bosses like what the hell.

"He wants her right away." Says another guy coming out of nowhere. I'm not going easy I hope their ready for a fight. The one tries to drag me away and I hit him right in the face. other guys intervene, grabbing me so I can hardly move. I still continue to quick and curse at them all. The entire way to wherever they are taking me.

Through the door we go and again I'm thrown onto the floor. Fucking assholes.

"That'll be all fellas." I look at feet that stand planted in front of me. I hear a door close and hands take me by the arm...gently. Whoever it is their helping me up. "Are you okay?" What the- this voice is familiar. I look up and I'm confronted by someone who shouldn't be here in this possision.

"What- why are you here? Why are-what?" My tongue not able to back me up right now. I back away as he looks at me with want. This can't be right. "It's been a long time, no word, I was worried."

"Fuck you! Take me back to my place!" Not at all scared any longer, this is a fucking joke come on now, really? "Your place? You call that place your place? Do you remember what happened to you in there?" Of course. "Just take me back now." I turn for the door when he grabs my arm and yanks me back making me stand right in front of him.

"Your not going back there, you need to be with me." His grip tight around my arm. "Get off of me!" I pull away and go for the door again, still not scared. "Not yet we still have some things we need to do."

Ouch. I feel a sharp pain in my arm and turn to see him with a needle in his dominant hand. Did he really just-. I feel dizzy, sleepy. My eyes feel heavy and I feel myslef fall to the floor. He drugged me. Damn.

~~~~~

My eyes flutter open and my vision is still a little blurred. I look around then realize my hands are hanging above my head, I'm standing. I look up to see chains bounding me to the ceiling. I look around more, the room is dim and there's something a few feet in front of me. A camera.

Let me guess, their gonna violate me and get it on video and send it to the mansion. So typical. It would surely work but still so typical.

Bang! The door flies open. In walks three guys along with him. Let's just get this over with I'm tired of this bullshit. Wasting no time they turn the camera on and he comes over and stands by me. I look past him not giving any fucks about him really. "Go ahead." He says. All that happens is the one cot rolling the camera, he turns it in another direction no longer on me.

~~~~~

Lights, camera, action.

"She's gonna have my baby now, all of you fucks there can get use to beating your dick again she's where she supposed to be." Really he sound stupid.

"Get her ready." He says. The camera is just about to be turned off. "No...let's leave that on."

~~~~~

"Smile for the camera." I'm pinned to the bed as he adjusts himself at my entrance. He enters me and nothing but pain.

My eyes open.

I was asleep this whole time? It was a dream! A fucked up dream. I was kidnapped by 'rivals' that happened to be run by...Ethan.

I wake up to a shirtless Demetrius. Thank god. I slide out of bed in his shirt and go to check on the baby. I walk out and into the living room to a figure sitting on the couch. I decide to pick up a snack before checking on Salvina, I'm a little hungry.

The figure turns so I now see who it is. Taretto. What is he doing here? "Hey." He says with a graspy voice. "Hi, what are you doing in here?"

"I was checking up on--you guys."

"Why?"

"I just wanted to make sure everything was okay. What are you doing up anyway?" True, I am wondering to but for the same reason. "Salvina." Just me saying her name brings a small, tired smile on his face. He says nothing, only staring so I take it upon myself to just turn to walk away but he tells me to 'wait'. I turn on my heel slowly and he gestures for me to come over to him.

Very very hesitant I slowly walk over, slowly.

"Sit." He pats the spot next to him. I do so. "I just wanted to tell you that your doing a great job as--you know being a mother to our child. Thank you for really caring." What! He's thanking me? Taretto Ré is thanking me for being a mother to our child?

Question.

"Does Ré mean something in Italian?" He smirks with only his menacing eyes. He tilts his head a bit and parts his lips to speak. "Yes, it stands for King." His voice sounding tired. I tell him about himself and he agrees that he is indeed tired. I tell him the obvious, to just go to sleep.

"Your right I better go get some sleep, I'll have one last look at my--our baby girl."

We both stand and head to Salvina's room. She's sound asleep, cute as button.

"She's beautiful." Says me as I bend to glide my hand across her soft brown hair. I stand. "Yes she is." I turn and he's looking down at me with a glow. Don't tell me he feels some type of way. That would be a sack of dog shit.

"Well good night." I say and rush out of the room. "Night."

What a crazy night, the dream and Taretto acting all weird and crap. I go back to the room and crawl back into bed with Demetrius. I lay and he raps his arms around me, he never noticed my disappearance.

~~~~~

A week or two go by sense I had that crazy dream and odd encounters with Taretto. I feel sick and I'm always looking for food, my hungry ass.

I ask Demetrius to take me to the store and for Cam to watch the baby. We go and Demetrius goes into another store as I enter a different. I look around and find snacks that I want. I go down this one Isle and pass a bunch of pregnancy tests. Maybe I should take one, it has been a week or so sense Tommy attacked me again. I pay and not wanting Demetrius to know I bought a pregnancy test.

I go into the bathroom that's in the store. I go and wait for the results. I stand in the bathroom holding my breath. In. Out. In. Out. Time seems to go by way to slow. It's done! Plus, I'm pregnant. Negative, I'm not.

On three I look.

One..two...three!

I look and I breathe in and out more and more, feeling lightheaded.

Plus.