It's your fault

Chapter twenty-four: My savior

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He reaches to open the door for me. I step inside first and he follows. I go to sit down but Colton intervenes.

"So you and Demetrius seem to be getting along well."

"We talked and he made me cupcakes." I play as if Demetrius and I didn't do anything. "I'm sure he did more then just make you cupcakes." Why is he acting like it's any of his business?

"What is that supposed to mean?" I throw my hands on my hips. "It means Demetrius wants something from you!" He raises his voice at me like he's actually someone important to me.

"And so does every other guy in here you all only want one thing from me!" I yell right back at him no longer afraid of their bullshit.

"That's not true." He lowers his voice. "No! Don't even try that lying shit your the same as everyone else in here!"

"I've been good to you from the beginning I've done nothing wrong to you." His voice still low and somewhat controlled. "That's funny." I let out a small laugh and turn to walk away when Colton grabs my arm.

"Get off of me!" I pull at his hand to get it off of me.

"Tell me one thing I've done to you." He lets go of my arm. "That night you got drunk and smacked me in my face." Colton seems disgusted when I tell him.

"That night I fell asleep with you in my room and I wake up in a completely different room with a bunch of strange guys all around, I was wearing some random guys shirt!"

"I-"

"Did you put me in that room for all of them to have there way with me?!" I shout cutting his stutter off. "Alice I-"

"Don't fucking lie to me!"

"That night I was laying there with you when a couple other guys came in they said they were going to go have a couple of drinks so I went with them."

"I left you in the room alone. I got drunk and passed out somewhere I had no idea they took you." His voice showing remorse.

"Then how did you know where I was?!"

"I woke up that morning and felt bad for leaving you so I went to your room and you weren't in there so I went around asking if they knew where you were."

"I don't believe you, why should I?" I exclaim. "Because I care about you!" He shouts, when he realizes what he said his face shows uncertainty.

"If you really cared you would let me go, let me and Ethan leave this place."

"I can't do that not now."

"That's what I thought." I turn again and make my way to the bed to sit.

"You think I like seeing you locked up in here, with all these guys screwing you. I can't stand it, it kills me knowing what they do to you but I can't do anything."

I've never seen this side of Colton, he's actually showing emotion.

Colton comes over and sits next to me on the bed. "I know you don't feel the same way about me but in glad I told you."

He leans in for a kiss but I pull away turning my head in the other direction.

"I'll go now." He whispers then rises and walks to the door. "Just don't do anything stupid." Colton opens the door and exits.

How can he care about me, he doesn't even know me. I lay down and simply think about everything.

When will I be free from this nightmare? Will this effect me and Ethan's relationship when we do finally get out? What about kids, I'm not sure anymore.

In my thoughts I fall asleep alone, peacefully.

"Alice." A voice calls out. "Alice." The familiar voice calls again. I open my eyes to see Ethan in my face.

I rub my eyes as I sit up to talk.

"What?" I ask. "Colton is taking me back to talk to some more of the boys." He looks dreadful just speaking of it. "Why?" I ask. "He said some of the boys wanted to talk to me."

"Do you have to go?"

"Yeah, trust me I don't want to I rather lay here with you, holding you, caressing your soft skin." He leans in for a kiss. Unexpectedly the door opens and Colton pops his head in.

"Ready?" He doesn't make any kind of eye contact with me. "Not really." Ethan whispers so only I can hear him then he kisses me one last time. "See you later babe I love you." He stands up straight and gives me a warm smile.

"Love you too." I smile back. I realize Colton still hasn't given me as little as a glance, not that I care. He leaves out closing the door behind him. I decide to lay back down and try to go back to sleep.

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It's been about thirty minutes now and I'm still wide awake, my thoughts going in a hundred directions. As I'm laying thinking about Ethan and I, and how he so desperately wants to have a baby the door creeks open. I look to my right to find Tommy come in alone.

I immediately sit up in bed and push myself in the corner. He smirks as he makes his way towards me. Unexpectedly he tells me to stand up and I start to wonder what he's going to do with me.

I move the blanket out of my way and scoot to the edge of the bed to stand. As soon as I get to my feet Tommy pulls me and pushes me into the wall.

"How have you been?" His face to close for comfort to mines, his hands pinning me to the wall. "Fine." My voice cracks. "That's good." His breathing hitched as he puts his hands under my shirt and moves north cupping and caressing my breast.

I close my eyes and turn my head as he violates me. His cologne begins to make my nose tingle cause it's so strong. He grabs a fist full of my hair and makes me face him.

"Open your eyes baby." His voice pleading. "I'm not your baby!" I say as I knee him in his soft spot. He lets go momentarily, I hurry and try to get away from him.

"Stupid bitch!" He shouts then takes me by the arm pulling me back towards him, pushing me against the wall again. Once against the wall he violently smacks me across the face causing my head to turn.

My face now stinging as he forces his lips into mine, he pulls on my hair so I would open my mouth for his tongue to find its way in. He pulls away from the kiss just to smack me in the face again.

"Please stop!" I beg. "Shut your filthy mouth!" He pushes his lips on mines again. As he has his tongue down my throat he takes his hands placing them on my hips.

He moves my waist towards him then roughly pushes me back into the wall. After that he finds his way back under my shirt feeling my chest again. I try to push him off but his strength is greater than mine he just pushes my hands away and presses his body up against mines.

"I haven't felt you in a while, it's been killing me not shoving myself inside of you!"

He reaches to the front of my pants and begins to undo my button and my zipper. Just then the door opens. Tommy stops what he's doing to look at the person who has just intruded on him.

It's Demetrius.

"Tommy what are you doing?" Demetrius shouts. I take the chance to try and get away but Tommy grabs me and throws me against the wall again that's when Demetrius takes action.

He rushes over and shoves Tommy off of me. "What the hell is your problem?!" Tommy pushes Demetrius back. Demetrius didn't seem to like being touched in such a manner, he punches Tommy in the face.

Surprisingly Tommy doesn't strike back, he stands holding his jaw as he glares at Demetrius.

"You shouldn't have done that." Tommy says as he checks his hand for blood. Then Tommy turns to me and speaks. "I'll see you later baby." Looking me straight in the eyes.

"You okay?" Asks Demetrius. "Yeah." I button my pants back up and fix my shirt.

I'm glad Demetrius came in when he did but why did he come in here?