Bad Habits (Justin Bieber fanfic)

Chapter 6: The reason why

Alaina's POV

I woke up the next morning by myself. I guess Justin decided to sleep in his bed. My head hurt really bad from a hangover. I drank way too much last night. But for some reason I woke up with a smile on my face.

I walked across the hall to Justin's room. His door was open and he was sitting in his bed on his phone.

I knocked on the open door and leaned against the doorway.

"Thank you. For last night." I said in a soft tone.

"You're welcome. You just need to watch out for yourself more." He shrugged.

"Yeah. I guess."

After a few seconds of silence I decided to no longer ignore the elephant in the room.

"I'm sorry for embarrassing you at the party and in front of Selena." I spoke up.

"It's..it's fine. I shouldn't have said those things to you. It's your life, who am I to judge." He apologized while sitting up and facing me.

I crossed my arms still standing in the doorway.

"No but you were right Justin. I'm a mess."

Justin stayed silent for a while.

"I just don't understand why you do this to yourself. Like does no one care you could die one day?" He spoke up once again.

"It's not that no one cares...it's that they've given up on me."

After a few minutes of silence Justin decided to take me home.

The drive home was quiet. It seemed like we always were quiet around each other.

I decided to break the silence by opening up to Justin.

"I was raped." I spoke up.

"Wait what?" Justin asked shocked.

"My parents gave me away when I was seven years old to my uncle. And he raped me for years."

"Why are you-"

"Because you wanted to know why I'm so messed up in the head...this is why." I took a deep breath.

Honestly it took me a lot of guts to say it out loud. I don't trying I've ever said it out loud in a long time. I didn't like to talk about it because it stayed in my head every single day.

"Alaina I'm so-"

"Don't be. It's over now."

The rest of the ride was quiet.

Justin's POV

This girl was so...damaged. And it's really upsetting she went through that for years.

This is why she hurts her body and does drugs. She's broken, she's hurt.

Her memories come back to haunt her all the time. I could only imagine what she felt like last night with that guy. It was probably a nightmare all over for her.

I couldn't stop thinking about this.

We pulled up to her house.

"Tomorrow is my birthday. I'm celebrating it at the club. Will I see you there?" She asked biting her lip.

You could tell she was nervous I would say no.

"Yeah of course." I smiled at her and she got out of the car.

I had a feeling about her. I don't know what I'm sensing but for some reason I wanna jump on board. I wanna get to know her. She's so aggravating yet so delicate and beautiful. All I wanted to do was protect her.

Alaina's POV

I can't believe I told Justin about my past. Sure, Janice and Karen know. But no one else.

I hopped in my window, careful not to wake anyone. When I got inside, Penny was standing there tapping her foot.

"Please don't tell Janice." I breathed.

She sighed.

"I won't. She hasn't even woken up yet so you're good."

I gave her a hug.

"Thanks." I smiled.

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Another chapter is up! Possible updating again in a little bit. I doubt anyone is reading. But if so, how are you enjoying this book?

Yes it's a little insane because all the drugs and what not, but it's just a really mature story that I've grown to like so far.

Also, congrats to Justin on his first Grammy I am BEYOND proud because I know he's been wanting one for a long time now. So happy to say I've been supporting Justin since 2009. It's crazy. But hope you guys enjoyed!

-Illyana oxox