Anxiety

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Later that day......

I got out of his car and began to walk to my porch. The door stood white and bright but I felt like I was forgetting something so I began to walk back to his car. As I walked back to his car he rolled down the passenger side window and look out of it.

"Forget something?" He questioned.

"Umm... I just wanted to say thank you." I responded.

"For what?" He laughed.

"Just for..."
"For making this the best day of my life so far." I confessed.

Jairus just simply smiled. He knew, exactly what made this day so special to me. This day would forever be ingrained into my head. The first time we kissed... 06.05.15 !

Eventually , entering my house. I knew I would have to see my dad and I tried to avoid him as much as I could. He was off some other shit last night and I didnt deserve his attitude last night. It was a sunday, so I was hoping he would be christ-like and not bring no evilness my way.

I walked into my room and sat at the edge of my bed. As I began to untie my shoes... He came creeping in my room. Seeing him, made me irritated all over again but I ignored him.

"Can we talk?" My dad said interrupting me untying my shoe.

"Sure." I blandly responded.

He joined me on the edge of my bed and stared towards my wall.

"I want to apologize about last night.... I was upset at something else and I took my anger out on you." He confessed.

"Oh really." I sarcastically responded.

"Yeah, I overreacted and Im sorry."

It was cool and everything that he was apologizing but that didnt change anything, I was still pissed at him.

"When I sent you, Happy Birthday Son, and you didnt respond. I knew you were pissed." He told me.

He knew me all too well.

"So to make up for it, How about we drive down to the beach for a couple of days.... you can even bring some of your friends!"

Was he SERIOUS ! Any anger I had against him was releasing from my body.

"Yes! Thank you, thank you, thank you!"I said hugging him.

"If any parents need to talk to me. Just have them call me." He responded before leaving out.

I flopped on my bed and began texting all my friends.

****** Jairus ******

I got home and when I got out the shower, I seen my phone buzz.

Vrrr.....

I grabbed my phone and seen the enclosed message, sealed with a name. "W." It said. That was Will, I had a thing for one letter contact names.

"BEACH, tomorrow until tuesday ? My dad will talk to yall parents about the pariental guidance but if you with it. Send me, Ayeee."

I didnt think twice before I sent him, Ayee. It was the Beach. I was with it from the time I seen where we were going. Plus, I'll get to miss two days of school.

My towel loosened up around my waist before I could grab it and next thing I knew. I was completely nude and my towel was on the floor. I picked the towel up and dried my body off. As I dried myself off, I started to think about today.

So... that kiss.

I didnt know what to think about it. It was another one of those.. situations. With me feeling like my body wanted to kiss him, but my mind was uninterested. There was no telling, How I actually felt about him. I wanted Kendra. Will, was my bestfriend. But anything further than that .... I dont know.
****** William ******