DORK DIARIES: BRANDON ROBERTS

My Fault

Recap:

And then both the cars support cable became loose and it broke. Not only mines but Brandon's and Mackenzie as well. We all fell to the ground. Luckily the ground was that far away. We were probably couple of feet above the ground and then we get the ground.

I was thrown off my car and I hit the ground. I groaned in pain. My head was wet, probably blood. And then I saw two other figure lying couple of feet's away. And the next thing I know is that people were rushing to us and then everything went black.

Recap Over.. 

I woke up an hour later and I found myself surrounded by people wearing lab coats. There were beeping noises around me and suddenly the light above my head flicked on and I had to blink couple of minutes to adjust to the sudden brightness. 

For the first time, I looked around me taking in the surrounding. I was in a hospital room for sure. There were so many machines blinking on and off and making that beeping noise. There were doctors and nurses surrounding me. They were all looking at me like I was some kind of a species they just discovered.

I wanted to talk to them. I tried to sit up but a pain shot through my right leg. I looked down at my leg to see it wrapped in a cast. I tried to sit up without anymore pain in my leg but then I was stopped again. There were needles in my hand and they were tugging at my hand. So if I wanted to sit up, I needed to take them off.

Helplessly I laid my head back down again. Why were these people staring at me. Why aren't they talking to me? I was confused and anger was building up inside my chest. I tried to take off one of the needled on my hand but they stopped me. Well at least now I know that they are aware of what's happening around them.

I failed my hand around telling them to stop holding me down. The guy with the graying beard said something to the woman next to him and she replied with a "Yes Doctor, Right away." So now I know that he is a doctor. Hurrah Me. Suddenly I felt a sharp pain on my left hand. I turned around just in time to see the same woman pulling a stick out of my hand. 

My eye lids were getting heavier and heavier every second. Suddenly I felt really tired. And then I saw another woman turning off the light above my head. And then I realized why I was tired. That woman just injected a sleeping fluid into my body without my permission. I heard the door open and then that's all I heard before everything went silent.

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"Nikki I'm so sorry." I heard a sob cry and felt something wet down on my arm. I must have been sleeping for at least an hour. Maybe for a whole night. There were sunlight streaming through a window near my bed. I looked around and I saw no doctors or nurses. 

I turned my head around to see a Boy and a girl about my age standing right next my bed. I wonder If I know who they are. They look so familiar but I can't seem to remember who they are. Their eyes were red. Crying I suppose. Wait. Were they crying for me.

That's so sweet, I hardly know them and they are crying for me. I just wanted to stretch my hand out towards the boy and tell him it was alright and that I was okay. And he could stop crying. I slowly reached my hand out and touched his hand.

The minute I touched his hand his head jerked up and I saw that he had perfectly nice almond colored eyes and his hair brownish color. He was so cute. Maybe if he didn't already have a girlfriend I could be his. Besides he is crying for isn't he? I saw that one of his hands was in a cast and the girls head was wrapped in bandages. 

I wanted to say something but nothing came out but I tried and tried again then found my voice. "It's okay, I'm alright." I say although my voice was cracking he seemed to understand what I said. He looked at the girl and she walked over to him and hugged him really tightly. Well I guess he does have a girlfriend. 

"Nikki can you remember what happened to you? Asked the blonde, blue eyed girl. She was really pretty of course he could choose her. "Um...I don't think so. I'm sorry but who are you both?" The girl drew her breath in. Did I say something?

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Right now I'm sitting in a room with the same doctor and the same nurse had injected me with the sleeping fluid. The boy and the girl were there as well. My leg was in a cast, It look like I broke it or something. I was sitting in a wheelchair with my head wrapped in bandages.

"Nikki we have something to tell you must not interrupt us,Please. It's really important. It's about your health," He looked at the others and they nodded their heads slowly and he continued, "...You were at a amusement park and you were on the Ferris Wheel and the car you were sitting in broke and fell off and you got your head banged up against the rock...." he looked at the others and continued, ".....and your friends car fell as well but they were not injured very badly. But you....you lost your memory." He said and it looked like he was finished.

Suddenly my head gave a sharp pain. Images were coming into my head and I let out a little yelp. I looked around at the others in a pain expression on my face. They all looked at me hopefully. "I saw you too falling down.." I said pointing to the girl and the boy. "And then everything went black." I said.

"It's okay. But in case you forgot our names it's Brandon and MacKenzie." They said introducing themselves. I was scared that I lost my memory. I walked back to my room and the doctor said to me that I will remember some parts of my life but my social life, I won't remember too much.

I walked back to my room and sat on my bed and started to cry. I was scared. I lost my memory. Why Me? I was so stupid. But why am I stupid? I just wanna everything to be normal again. If I could go back in time, I will change this. Change the moment where I fell and stop myself from going on that stupid ride.

I Wish I could change everything. My head started to hurt again. It was a sharp pain. It felt like a sharp knife piercing through my head. I was in so much pain. Mentally and Physically. I cried myself to sleep. Wishing that all my problems and Pain would go away when I woke up in the morning. 

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