He looked deeply into my eyes, tears streaming down his pale face.
"I will miss you."
"I will miss you more." I pushed my tear stained face into his chest and loudly sobbed.
"It's 9 months baby, I know, I'll fly you out here as much as possible, you know that."
"I know."
Fans surrounded us, some awh-ing, lots snickering at me, and others recording.
I gave him one more kiss before he boarded his flight.
"Bye, Luke, please call me when you get off the flight, I love you."
"I love you too, I'll see you soon princess, I promise will all my heart." He hugged me and turned to the flight entrance with the rest of the band.
I lost it, crying, grasping to my sister.
"It's okay Kylie, you'll see him soon."
And that, was the worst thing about dating a band member. Tour.
I was supposed to tour with him, but my mom refused, as I have to finish high school before I go anywhere.
Once I was home I slipped on the T-shirt he left me and his pillow he left me.
Yes, we switched pillows.
They smelt like him, I missed him to death already.
I knew this would happen, he spent the night almost every night, I was always with him. I knew if would be hard to leave him.
It's like finding a puppy you can't keep.
"Don't name it, you don't want to be attached to it."
Well, it was just like this.
"Don't spend every living day around this boy, you'll get too attached."
It's true.
I sobbed into his pillow, laying in what felt like a new bed. There was no body next to me, just a blank spot.
I almost felt a stranger in my own bed.
The pillow was soaked now, my throat burned, my eyes were red and itchy and I was sick.
My phone buzzed
Luke:
On the flight now, I love you please please don't cry, I WILL NEVER leave you.
DIDN'T YOU JUST LEAVE ME?
I replied:
I love you too, be safe please, don't do ANYTHING bad, if I see another shitty a Rolling Stones article about you I will flip. Anyways, When you get off the plane FaceTime me, call me, whatever, even if I'm asleep, xx.
I put my earbuds in and listened to their album on repeat, crying myself to sleep.
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Life dating A Band Member, L.R.H
Casuale"I will never leave you." Luke is a not-so-shy anymore 19 year old boy. He's also the lead singer of 5 seconds of Summer. His dream is to tour the world with his mates, but his other dream is to be with the 18 year old Kylie forever. He has a good s...
