New year, new boy, new love

Chapter 3

So this is after the (kind of) cliffhanger last chapter. It's mostly Phil's POV I guess but it's Dan's story. 

WARNINGS (IMPORTANT): language as always but much more importantly RAPE. It doesn't happen in the chapter but there is a fairly graphic description of rape so if you are easily triggered or upset by rape I wouldn't suggest reading this chapter.

Please leave a comment with suggestions or constructive criticism, let me know if you like it! 

Dan's POV:

Shit. Shit shit shit. Why had I just said that? I'd met this boy less than 10 hours ago and already I had told him my deepest darkest secret. He would probably run a mile. Who would want to be friends with a virtual stranger who had just told you he'd been raped?

But Phil didn't run a mile. He looked confused at first. Then he said to me. "Okay. Let's get you inside and if you want you can tell me about it, but if not that's alright. You can trust me, but I understand if you don't want to talk about it." He then put his arm around me and led me to the door. Despite the situation, I still felt exhilarated and as though I had butterflies in my stomach, because Phil Lester had his arm around me. Phil opened the door and led me inside. I hovered for a moment, unsure whether to take my shoes off or not and where to put my bag. Phil gestured for me to go upstairs so I decided not to remove my shoes or bag yet.

His room was amazing. It was twice the size of mine, with a double bed rather than my small single. He had a huge television opposite his bed and underneath were two shelves, one filled with DVDs and one with video games. I looked at some of the names. Skyrim, Final Fantasy, Mario Kart, Crash bandicoot... I was so amazed by his extensive collection that I forgot all about the elephant in the room. Phil was sat on his bed with a solemn expression. I sat down next to him, a little closer than I should do I shifted to the side. "Okay," he said. "Do you want to talk about it?" I knew that I should tell him. I hadn't told a single person in almost a year and it was time to let it all out. Who knows, maybe it would make me feel better. I responded slowly.

"Okay. I'll tell you."

Phil's POV:

Dan was sitting next to me on my bed. Under normal circumstances I would be thrilled, but this was certainly not the time to be thinking like that about him. "Okay, do you want to talk about it?" I asked him.

He waited a while before responding, deep in thought. Then he said slowly "Okay. I'll tell you."

"It was nine months ago. I was with my boyfriend, Jake, at the time. He was my first ever boyfriend and needless to say I was a virgin. We'd been dating for just over a month. I knew he'd had sex before, he had told me. He'd asked me a couple of times before if I wanted to but when I said no he never tried to force me. One Friday night I was going round his house after school. His parents were out but that was okay, he'd never tried to do anything to me when we were alone before. But this time... this time..." Dan's voice wavered and tears sprang to his eyes.

"Don't cry Dan," I told him. "You're doing really well." I put my arms around him and wiped his eyes on my sleeve. He took a deep breath before continuing.

"I guess the first warning sign was that he locked the door. When I asked him why he told me he felt unsafe leaving it unlocked. Then when we went upstairs he started kissing me right away. I mean... we kissed all the time but not usually as soon as we got back. And it was more intense than normal you know? Like, he kept sliding his hands up my shirt and stuff. But I was okay with that, until he tried to take my shirt off. Then I stopped him. He told me I was being a baby and I should have sex with him. When I said I didn't want to he got very angry. He asked if he wasn't good enough for me and I said of course not, I just wasn't ready. But he forced me. He tied up my hands, telling me it would be "sexy". I tried to stop him but I couldn't. He undid the zip on my jeans and slid them off. He saw my bulge and told me I was a slut and a liar for saying I didn't want it. Then he told me I wasn't getting anything until I sucked him off. I closed my mouth so he couldn't do it and... but... but the held my nose so I had to open it to breathe. Then he shoved his dick in my mouth. It was horrible, I kept gagging and he kept saying 'I know you want it.' He came in my mouth and I had no choice but to swallow." Tears were pouring down Dan's face at this point.

"Then he told me that he knew I had enjoyed it. He then pulled down my pants and started jerking me off. It obviously felt good but I didn't want it. Even after I came he wouldn't stop, he just kept calling me a slut. Eventually it stopped. He untied me. He told me 'See? I knew you'd like it when you stopped being a baby.' I was so scared that he would keep me there all night but he eventually let me go. As I left he warned me not to tell anyone or he would do it again, but worse. After that I begged my parents to let me move schools. They only let me when the year was done. I bought the whistle so if it happened again I could try to stop it."

Dan was sobbing as I put my arms around him and rocked him back and forth. I can only imagine what that must have felt like. I was a virgin too, so I know how if feels to not be ready. We didn't say anything for a long time, I just held him while he cried until the tears stopped. 

So this chapter was kind of awkward to write and they won't all be like this I promise. Leave a comment!