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Kristy;

day 364 of being back at chino hills.

I walked around my old home, realizing that everyone's actually gone. I touched the old picture frames like I always did everyday. Taking a deep sigh, remembering the memory, just like I always did everyday.

the clock just turned to 9:00 am, so I pulled out my phone and called Cameron. It's our new daily routine, I call him at nine and lie how great it feels to be back, then we say we miss each other and hang up, only to call back at 9:00 pm.

He picked up after the first ring, just like always. Things are only routine now- at least for me. I wake up, eat fruit loops, walk around and look at the pictures, then I call Cameron. After I call him, I look in the mirror and try to smile and see my straight, brace free teeth, although the only I do see are puffy red eyes looking back at me. Then I do nothing for the rest of the day, besides maybe watch a video the guys have made.

"Hey Kristy!" I heard Cameron say, happy to see my name on his phone screen. "Cameron!" I try and fake enthusiasm and I hear him laugh. "So.. How's it like there?" He asked with a joking tone, because he know he asks everyday. After I don't answer for a second or two, he continues his sentence. "It's almost been a year... Kristy?" I miss him.

I start crying and I hear an "oh my god" through the phone. "I hate it here! I'm alone, haunted by memories. I do the same thing every-FUCKING- day! Cyber school, it sucks. Everything fucking sucks, Cameron. I hate it, it was a mistake, I want to go home- to you." I cried out, basically choking.

"I'll get you home baby sis." I heard him whisper before hanging up.

And for the first time, in 363 days, I didn't go look in the mirror. I went to my kitchen, cut up cucumber and laid on the couch; placing them on my eyes to relax them and get rid of the pain and puffiness.
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THERE YA GO!
ahhhh. I'm so exited.
This book is more dramatic.
And hopefully in a good, non immature way😂
Love you guys so so much.

Have a great day. ❤️

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