Previously on PWMBFB........
"What the hell is going on here," he angrily yells.
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"It's not what it looks like," I try to explain. "I.... I..... I-"
"It's not what it looks like?!?! So you're not kissing Drew and he's not groping you under your hospital gown? Your hospital gown," he seethes as he puts emphasis on hospital. I feel the tears flowing out of my eyes. "I never expected something like this from you," he spits. I'm pissed at this point. My tears are no longer due to sadness and regret but out of anger and frustration.
"Listen here Luca. You have no right to judge me when you put me in this confusing ass situation in the first place. I can do what ever the hell I need to in order to get myself comfortable with the damn situation I'm in. You have no right to tell me what to do and what not to do and I am incredibly disappointed in you. I can't even believe that you would actually think that I would just come crawling back to you with out exploring all of my options," I slowly raise my voice to the point that I'm screaming at him by the middle of my speech then I slowly lower it to show how disappointed I am.
"I'm sorry Blaire," he says ashamed. "I overreacted and I apologize deeply it's just that I really, really like you. No! I don't like you, Blaire. I..... I love you. I love you so much it hurts. Every time I think about you, I get dizzy and I get this feeling in my stomach that makes me feel like I'm going to be sick and that if I don't see you, kiss you, feel you, that I'm going to burst into flames and die. I love you so I will let you choose. Me or Drew. You don't have to choose now, but you do have to choose sooner or later."
"I know and I will. I will choose one of you after I spend more time with you both," I say.
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One year later
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."Luca, Drew. I brought you both here today to tell you who I choose," I start, ignoring there totally confused faces.
I had a horrible time deciding who I wanted to choose. On one hand, Drew pampered me and made a lot of my dreams reality. He showed me the world in the year that I really got to know the real him and not the guy I made him out to be. On the other hand, Luca has been my best friend since I can remember. He was always there and I know he will always be here. However, Luca can't provide well enough for us to start a family and I really want to start a family. Drew is very well prepared for a family as well. He is very mature while Luca can definitely lack in that category at times. Drew has taken well care of my family and I, and I really appreciate that. Luca, however, keeps me on my toes. He always has me guessing on what is going to happen next and I love that about him. I love adventure in this great world and he gives it to me. He is mysterious and dangerous yet very compassionate. I feel like I have known both of them my entire life. I have two polar opposite personalities that I could choose from. Drew, the safe choice, the boring choice. And Luca, the fun-loving choice, the dangerous choice. Do I choose the safe or the dangerous route? Do I choose the boring and safe life or the dangerous and fun life? I've always liked the not safe choice. Something to keep me on my toes and I feel like Luca always keeps me on my toes. However, I'm growing up. I need that sturdy foundation to have a good, sturdy life.
I have definitely fallen in love with both of them and won't ever forget the one that I decided not to choose. The one I decided not to choose is...... well, he is still going to be my friend. He will always be in my heart.
Drew?
Luca?
Which do I pick?
Why is this so confusing? So complicated?
Can I marry both of them?
Of course I can't. "Stop being stupid," I scold myself. I need to get my shit together and choose. Well, I've already decided but I need to woman up, grow a pair of boobs, and tell them who I pick.
"This is how it is going to work. I am going to call you each back and I'm going to just talk to you and then I will come back out here and announce who I choose. The person I choose, is not my final choice. It may change in the future, however I want the person who I don't choose to go on with their life and find someone worthy enough for their love. I am telling you both this right now. I love both of you dearly and don't imagine my life without both of you in it one way or another," I explain. "Drew, I want to talk to you first. Luca, I want you to go home for right now. I'll call you when me and Drew are finished.
I lead him back to my room and shut and lock the door.
"Drew," I start. "I'm telling you right now that I'm not going to tell you who I chose. I want to do something with you though."
"What is that," he asks seductively.
"You know what I want to do," is all I say before he crashes his lips on mine.
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.After I finished with Drew, which was incredibly embarrassing, due to the fact that I totally cock-blocked him, I sent him home and called Luca back.
"Hi Blaire," he greets with love and seduction clear in his voice.
"Less talking, more kissing," I push him against the wall. "I'm in control this time."
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The next day
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."Ok I the person I choose is......"
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Hey (insert creative name for y'all here)! It's Kait here. Sorry for the cliffy but I had to do it. It was just too good an opportunity to pass up.Who do you guys think Blaire is going to choose? Comment who you want her to choose and who you think she's going to choose.
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