Love and lust

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Carnell: babe I think you should talk to your sister looking  at her phone seeing that Carter is calling her

LaBree: nigga whet?

Carnell: I'm serious

LaBree:  She just needs more time to herself .She's been calling me everyday .She isn't ready.wraps her arms around him ....we can just do that little thing you like ....

Carnell: as much as I would like that .. I have to go pin this track...

LaBree: pouts and I need to go study for my GRE ...kisses him and  gets  off of him ...

Carnell: pulls her back on top of him .. I love you ...

LaBree: I love you too and if you can sing me into tears . I know others will love to hear your voice.. you're imperfectly perfect in all areas ... smiles

Carnell: a quickie ?

LaBree: laughs those don't exist when it comes to us 

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Dustin: Hey Kaycee

Kaycee: Hey sitting next to him 

Dustin: wassup

Kaycee: I just wanted to check on you and see how you are doing

Dustin: I'm good, appreciate it .. how are you?

Kaycee: I'm straight , you know  school and all that . Trying to finish the school year strong

Dustin: I feel it ...

Kaycee: yeah ...smiles

Dustin: have you decided what you want to do ..or are you still undecided?

Kaycee:  exercise science I believe ..... Have you talk to Carter?

Dustin: no  I mean she calls but   I don't answer .. she really needs time to herself..

Kaycee: you and LaBree are just alike

Dustin: I think she's hurting inside but  my reasoning for not answering is because .. I have to stop ..  Like  in all honesty it was lust . I love her but I wasn't in love with her .. I can be her friend but I have to keep my distance. I mean there comes a point in your life where you just have to stop and say that " I have a problem" .. I wanted to feel wanted  and so did she ..and all we were doing was using eachother and hurting ourselves...

Kaycee: what?

Dustin: she needed time to herself because she was driving herself crazy  due to w.e pain she was feeling . I  need time to myself because I was doing shh just for the hell of it ... I mean I can get alot of  girls ..but that means nothing if  the girl isn't making me  feel the way  I feel that  I'm  suppose to feel when I'm  with someone ... And I love myself so  I had to stop myself and not continue doing things just for the hell of it and start doing things with a purpose.. Because when you do things just  because you end up getting some bs you don't want ....

Kaycee: oh ......

Dustin: sorry I just needed to vent....

Kaycee; you're good... you actually have me thinking about some things....

Dustin: what kind of things

Kaycee; maybe I'm doing the same thing with Marcel......

Dustin: are you sure or is it just a thought....

Kaycee: I do overthink things but  when that thought pops up should you believe it?

Dustin: most of the time but not necessarily ....

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