Santillian Series 1: Santillian in Distress

SD 10

South's

Less than 2 weeks nalang ang nalalabing araw at tuluyan na magkakalayo kami ni Lance. Asher have always been my only company ever since noong cinomfort niya ako  sa case namin ni Lance our friendship seems to be limitless without any bounds

He was my only refuge since my sisters were gone being busy with their own, driving their lives as I take my own wheel. It was hard for me to admit that I saw my best friend, the guy of my dreams making out with her girlfriend that took place in front of me with the lights off. Hindi ko alam kung anong klaseng panlalason ang ginawa ni Phoebe kay Lance but I will surely take him back

Dahil nasa kwarto lang naman ako at walang ibang gagawin ay binuklat ko nanaman ang Album, there wasn't any changes at all

As I brush every page, it was like a deep stab to my heart seeing him in the photos. Kung siya talaga 'to I hope magkaroon siya ng courage na makapag confess sakin, kasi kahit ako hindi ko pa nalilikom ang lakas ng loob na kakailanganin ko para masabi sakaniya ang tuna na nararamdaman ko

I slammed myself on my bed as I realize I got nothing to do, thinking about Lance again. Bakit nga ba hindi ko nalang siya bisitahin? But that would be too awkward kahit na sabihin ko sakaniya na ayos lang sakin hinding hindi mabubura ang nakita kong ginagawa nila. Lance is different from any other guys hindi ako naniniwala na isa na siya sa mga lalaking binulag at nahumaling lamang sa kagandahan

Lance knows the essence of true love and sex was never a part of True love because Love is patient, kind and understanding it sees the genuine definition no individual can easily undersatnd without knowing the feeling of being in love and I trust Lance, Lance knows that. Kahit sabihin nila na malaki ang pinag bago ni Lance simula noong nagbago na ang priority na, na si Phoebe na naniniwala ako na ako parin ang Best friend niya at siya parin 'yong Lance na nakilala ko noong una ko siyang nakita

"South, bakit hindi ka pumasok Calculus mo?" bungad agad sakin ni East pagkapasok ko sa Physics ko

"Akala ko kasi vacant kaya umuwi ako agad" Depensa ko at umupo ako sa tabi niya 

"Ano namang ginawa mo sa bahay? Tumanga? Inisip si Lance ganern?" Her dummy face was out kaya naman napatawa ako

"Sira, pero parang ganu'n na nga, teka magpapalit muna ako. Alam mo na red alert, text mo ako pag nandito na si Sir ha?" at kumaripas ako papuntang CR at hindi na pinansin ang mga nakakasalamuha ko

"Grabe damang dama ko" reklamo ko sa sarili ko pagkapasok ng CR, matapos ang gawain ko. 

Napakusot ako sa mata ng makita si Phoebe sa may labasan ng CR

"Hey South, it's me Phoebe. Remember me right?" I radiated my normal smile. Of course you drug addict who poisoned My Lance, I really remember you, lalo na kung pano mo inagaw ang atensyon niya mula sakin

"Yeah, kamusta?" I uttered nang isama niya ako papunta sa Sink stations na puro benches sa parte ng Campus

"Sorry, but I hope you would mind to buy some time for this. Lance wants you to have this" inabot niya sakin ang maliit na rectangular box at naalala ko nanaman ang cake. Nag abala nanaman siya. I know I smiled like an idiot smiling from the inside and wider in the outside and Phoebe will surely notice that. I was about to open it when Phoebe second emotioned

"You should open it later pag-uwi mo. I think it's something private. So I'll go ahead na" She smiled before leaving, again I remembered having insecurities how perfect her smile was, how perfect-toned she was for Lance, but fate have to do the right decision which is to fall in love with me and not with Phoebe