South's
His tears were tearing me apart more than his grief. He was angry yet still attached. How I wish I can do more than this. Ilang buwan nalang, 2 months at di na talaga kami magkikita, pero I'm uncertain of what will happen next. Without him, I didn't know how far I would go without him. Yes only him, the man I've been dreaming of to be with, forever.
"South, this goddamn sht f*cking brought me heaven and at the same time hell" he said between his sobs. Yeah, you're right, so did you. I was out of words, I have no speech or words of advice for him. All I can give was me, my presence but that surely I know to myself I wasn't enough.
"I'm f*cking crashed" napapatango nalamang ako sa mga pinag sasasabi niya. Ngalay man, pero worth it. Siya 'to e.
"Lance" tawag ko sa pangalan niya. Pinunasan niya ang kanyang mga luha bago ibaling ang atensyon sakin
"There's nothing to cry about" I faint a smile.
C'mon cheer up you hellish guy. I damn love you.
He smiled. We're even. It was force, another stab to my heart. How numb of him, pero okay lang. Mas okay ako ng ganito. Mas malapit ako, mas kilala ko siya. Ako naman ang mas kaysa kay Phoebe. Kahit papaano...
"It's raining" his face lighted. Yeah it was raining, he's a Pluviophile person who badly loves rain. He was wearing his uniform when he suddenly took his polo off.
Hinila niya ako sa ulan. I'm as sick as blue when it comes to rain. Pero para kay Lance, kakayanin.
He was all smiles. Everyday when I'm with him, it was gold. I was staring at him, he was so happy. Parang bata na nagtatampisaw, it was already pass 5, my sisters must have been waiting for me sa row house. They can wait, but Lance is not the typical guy I can leave right now specially at this moment, he's happy playing with the rain.
I was enjoying the moment, baka di na 'to maulit. He hugged me
A friendly one
"Babalik siya" he hopefully said. I smiled. Don't worry, you will never be alone, andito ako. You don't need to be scared. If only I could utter those words, but no I can't
Unti unti, tumila ang ulan. He was back as the emotional guy who was crying and in pain a while ago. Masaya na ko na kahit sangkap lang ako sa kasiyahan niya, na kahit papaano mapahupa ko kahit kaunti ang nararamdaman niya
Sakit
Yan lang naman dahil kay Phoebe. The girl who always stands out. Siya lang naman. Ako? I'm fine, really fine while invisibly existing sa paningin ng nakararami, I was second and there she is, a step before me.
He was driving his Matte grey Lamborghini, soaking wet at tinutuyo ko ang buhok niya, lagot nanaman to sa Auntie niya. Tsk nabasa pa tuloy si Crainne, ang Lamborghini niya. Di bale, kasalanan naman niya.
Makalipas ng ilang minuto, itinigil na niya ako sa row house naming magkakapatid. Si West, nasa labas at nakapameywang habang naka taas ang kilay. Alam na alam ko na ang mga tingin niyang yan
"He needed me the most" agad akong nagpaliwanag dahil tingin palang niya sakin, kailangan ko na agad mag explain at nag pipiga ng damit sa may door mat bago pumasok
"Okay. Friend of Lance "daw", huminga ka na ng malalim dahil nagbabaga na ang pagkatao ni North. Jusko, nakakatakot kaya hinayaan ko na si East na i-entertain si North habang wala ka pa" iniabot niya sakin ang robe ko at pumasok-----
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Santillian Series 1: Santillian in Distress
Ficción GeneralSouth Santillian, the youngest that has fallen in the depth of her dreams. What's worst? It was a nightmare, a Santillian in distress have engage herself to a weird pleasure in loving someone who doesn't love the slightest idea in loving her back. B...
