When Two Worlds Collide [boyxboy]

Ch. 19: Crazy Happenings

*Derek's P.O.V.*

*2:20*

I look down at the slight bulge in his swimsuit, then back up at James as his face goes the color of a tomato. Fuck, he's embarassed! I gotta fix this, quick, before he starts to regret having let me sit on his lap... I don't wanna get up... I'll just let him know I don't mind. It's the truth, after all.

"Hey.... Don't worry.... It natural. I'll move if you want some space, but other than that I don't really wanna get up..." I state, lightly touching my hand to his cheek. He smiles weakly and places his own hand over mine, sending a tingle through my arm.

"I know this is awkward, but... I don't want you to get up, no... I'm just not used to all of... This." James says, his blush going away slightly. I notice a tear starting to form in his eye.

I softly wipe it away with my finger, examining it as it slides down my palm. I look up into his eyes and it's clear that he's still adjusting to the feeling of liking a guy.

"Are you feeling alright? I don't like seeing you sad..." I whisper, trying to soothe his nerves. He just nods and pulls me into a hug from behind. He feels warm and comfy, and I almost start to nod off again. But of course, he has other plans.

"So am I gonna get a controller or what?" he says softly into my ear. This is become a tease contest. It must END!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Nah, I said I'm gonna kick CPU butt while you watch, and that's exactly what I'm gonna do." I chuckle. He gives me the biggest pouty face I've ever seen. I can't help but laugh.

But my laughing makes me rub up against him more, and I feel him getting hard again. He gives me a face that tells me I'd better stop.

"Hey, relax... I'm not gonna wig out on you. But in all seriousness, if that, er... Problem... Persists, I don't care if you go in the bathroom for a while or whatever. If it's just a matter of you needing a break from me... Just let me know. I'll let you take a self guided tour of the basement or whatever, and we can hang once you've settled down." I say calmly, despite wincing on the inside after realizing how stupid I sound. I've probably freaked him shitless with my bluntness, if nothing else...

"Hahaha thanks. I think?" he says, taking me by surprise with his acceptance of the situation. Huh... I wonder what would happen if... No! Bad bipolar Derek! Now is not the time to try to kiss him on the cheek!

Somehow James reads my mind again. He leans over and gives me a peck on my cheek, making me go redder than he was.

But the worst part is... I look down. I have a boner... But I don't have a 130 pound guy on top of it to prevent it from showing... Shit.

I look over at James awkwardly. He just looks me in the eyes, and that alone is enough to soothe my nervousness as to what his reaction will be.

"Sheesh, it's like a rodeo, with all these woodies popping up!" James says, trying to lighten the mood. I just bury my face in his chest to hide my blush. How does know exactly how to make me feel loved? It drives me insane...

My bipolarness kicks in yet again and I go risky.

"Do you still have one...? We could, erm... You know... Not a 69-er or anything but ummm... Jerk off together? ... Sorry... I know that's nasty. Never m-" James cuts me off in the last way I was expecting. He gives me a swift kiss on the lips. Not a tongue-in-the-mouth make out kiss, just a quick brush before pulling away.

"I thought you'd never ask." He says with a devious grin. Holy shit... Man, stuff's goin' down today...

Author's Note: heheheh I feel mean today, so I'm going to stop there. 3:) but at least now you guys can imagine how it happens in any way you please. ;)