"You know, I am still not sure if I can allow you guys to be alone for five weeks travelling around America."Paul says while standing across from me with his arms folded.
"I know you guys are going to concerts, meeting other people, and stuff-but what if something happens?" Ralph raises an eyebrow.
I pat the beautiful brown locks on top of his head. "Nothing is going to happen. We are just having fun!Everyday we'll be vlogging so if we never text you, you can still be updated on everything we are doing. Besides you are flying over there anyways to annoy us." I say, looking at both of them.
"You wouldn't text us?" Paul gasps and puts his right hand on his heart, feigning hurt.
We all share a small laugh, "It's going to be hectic. I wanna apologize in advance. Don't act like you wouldn't call atleast once."
"You got me there, but don't forget: You have to tell Luke that I love him!" Ralph tells me with a serious expression and everyone starts bursting again.
"I am very serious. My senses are gonna tell me if you did it. If not, I will teach you a lesson m'lady." He looks at me, trying to have a angry face on. It didn't work- after a couple seconds he starts to grin and pulls me into a bear hug. I can't deny how much I love his hugs. Not even Evan tops them.
Makes me think.
"Guys? I don't know, but should I let go?" I pull myself out of the hug and see them all staring at me.
Ralph asks "Let go of? ... Evan?"
I nod a little to answer his question, keeping my gaze on the ground.
Unexpectedly I get crushed in a grouphug. I sense the few people outside the Ice Cream Parlor looking at us. They don't give me an answer but I feel their love and support through this hug. It's their way of telling me that they'll be here for me, whatever my decision is.
"I... can't breath!" I gasp,
trying to get the sentence out of me.
These two guys are our bestfriends who can be protective at times, but also very supportive, which I am so grateful for. Their camera knowledge helped me start off my YouTube Channel, without them it wouldn't have worked out as it did.
After a half hour of talking and eating some of the best ice cream ever, it's finally time to go back home and get everything ready for the flight on the next day.
I quickly hug both of them and Jules does as well, but Paul doesn't let go of her when she begins to pull away. I watch them in awe and just hope that he finally makes a move.
Paul says something into her ear, and I see her face begin to get extremely red. I nudge Ralph and whisper "I bet they either get together soonish or when we are back. I want it to happen so bad."
"Believe me, I feel the same. It annoys me how he always asks me for advice, when we all clearly know that I haven't had a girlfriend in a while." Ralph tells me.
He hugs me again and continues "You know if you really can't continue with Evan, then it's time to let go. The only thing I see is you being upset and I don't like seeing you like that. You should do it as soon as possible." Ralph gives me a little smile and gives me another hug.
I just nod. I know I should end it. It's been so long. We barely even talk anymore and I'm just sick of it. I know he's with other girls, but he tries to deny the fact that he is probably cheating and I simply can't take it anymore. I might be assuming things, but we had more fights than normal conversations. Also, as a fangirl, I know how to properly stalk people. It isn't creepy at all.
"You're right. I might as well do it today." I smile up to him. He smiles back and gives me a quick nod.
Suddenly Paul speaks up from behind me, "Who knows. You might find someone on your trip." He wiggles his eyebrows at me, and a small laugh escapes my lips.
"I don't really think that anyone would be interested in someone boring like me." I tell him with a light chuckle.
They all just shake their heads in disapproval at me and continue walking.
Jules and I are finally at home. 2pm.
I look at Jules and ask "Before we get all my stuff into my bag, can we record the 'Taste Test Video' of the candy that we got? I'm not really sure if the food would still taste good once we come back."
"Of course we can. Let's do it now!"
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All I can say is that candy never fails you. Surprisingly not a lot of them were gross.
Walking into the kitchen we see my mom making Spaghetti for dinner. Yes!
"That smells delicious mom. This will be my last homemade food by Chef Alina Benett for weeks."
"Honey, I just hope you don't eat too much Fast Food. Make sure you cook something homemade. I'll give you my personalized cook book." She tells me while putting down the pasta on the dining table.
Jules suddenly speaks up "I will definitively NOT cook. I probably burn everything down."
That's probably right.
After we ate all our food, my best friend and I head to my room, changing clothes and making ourselves comfortable on my big bed.
I take my phone from my nightstand and start texting Evan.
"I have to do this NOW." I sigh in frustration. I don't want to chicken out or forget about it.
"Normally I would say you should wait and give it time, but I've been repeating these words for a while now. You should do what you think is right. If you break up, then you can move on and I am sure this trip will help you." My best friend tells me while gently rubbing my upper arm. She is honestly the best at comforting me whenever I feel sad or have no idea what to do.
"Mhm.. I'll just be straight forward."
Liv
Evan. I want to be straightforward with this...
I am breaking up with you.
It's been months since we last saw each other, and this distance is too much for me to handle, we never even talk like a 'normal' couple would do. I see the pictures that you think aren't on the internet, and I simply can't do this anymore. I wanna thank you for the time you were there for me. For the time when you were the only one who knew how to make me smile again. I will cherish all of that forever. I don't regret having you in my life. At all. I just... all these fights have been too much and it's time to finally let go. You know that. I know that. We both know that.
You will always have a special place in heart. I'm sorry that I have to do it this way.
I hit send and charge my phone.
Jules is just watching my every move until I am laying back in bed next to her, facing her with tears in my eyes.
"You'll get through this. We are 'touring' a bit with 5SOS! Might just even sing a couple times before the concerts, if you want to. We are going to see America. Sightseeing, meeting new people! It's gonna be a lot of fun and you, my lovely friend, will move on." She says with a grin on her face.
I just smile and hug her tight. That's how we fall asleep.
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