The look on her face confirms my theory. She might as well have written a giant sign saying, "Well you look at you Sherlock! You cracked the case!"
Deep down I was hoping I was wrong. Somewhere inside I was telling myself that I was way too strong to give up. But apparently I wasn't.
I can't help wondering what caused me to act like that? As far as I can remember my life was perfect.
"It's okay," she whispers. She must have read my shocked expression like a book because the next thing she says is," You know you still have some sea salt caramel chocolates left."
"I know," I reply. But the new information has my mind too busy running in circles to think about anything else.
"On a brighter note, there's a new boy at school and he seems just your type," she smiles. I laugh, but it's not a real one.
"Oh really? I have a type now?" I say back to her.
"Well I mean he's my type so he must be yours," she's actually laughing now. I'm glad to have a friend like her. Just when I feel the tears start to blur my vision, she always manages to blow them away with just the right words. What a talent.
"What's his name?" I ask.
"Tanner Daniels," She yawns.
I go to sleep on a good note. And when I'm sure Annie's asleep, I reach onto my nightstand and quietly open a chocolate and shove into my mouth.
•••••
I wake up to the sound of someone banging on the door. Today came way too fast. Instead of a dream this time, I slept through an ironic peacefulness inside.
I jump out of bed, no, more like fall out of bed and zombie walk to the door. But the face I on the other side couldn't have been more unexpected.
She's the same as I remember, except more tired. The same dark brown hair, the same color as mine. The same smirky smile with the eyes so bright and full of life.
Maybe she's what I needed. Some guidance, a mentor, a mom.
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Evanescent
Teen FictionDid I jump, or did I fall? Did I want to leave, or did someone want me gone? Could I not forgive, or could I not be forgiven? A piece from my past is missing... What made me think that maybe life wasn't worth living?