Can I just forget? Forget the sleepless nights. Forget the nights of crying myself to sleep. Forget the pain that you've caused me and the pain that I've caused others while I was hurting. But I can't. It's forever etched in my memory like a scar. I can cover it up and say it never happened, but it will never go away. It will always be there and they say it gets easier. They say you should push through it all and keep your head up. They say that good things come to those who wait. I've been waiting for too long. I have been hurt too much for someone who waits. I just want to forget that hurt. I just want to forget the conversations and the fighting. I want to forget all of the times I've bit my tongue and screamed on the inside. I can't forget any of that but I want to forget it all.
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RandomShe sighed a deep breath. She wasn't at all ready for what the day had in store for her. She took a deep breath and got out of bed anyway. She always did. Even if many of the pills in her mother's bathroom could take the pain away. Even if the gun i...