(¡) Warning (!): this story will have mentioned self harm, mentioned eating disorder, and low self-esteem.
Genre: Fluff (A/N: Again, why do I do stuff like this??? I don't even think I can call this fluff anymore.)
Suggested by: A good friend of mine. Very popular here on Wattpad. You probably already know this (wonderful amazing and kind) person. BTSARMY4LIFE , Saranghaeyo, this one's for you!"Swear To Me That You'll Never Leave"
"Get the FUCK AWAY from me Taehyung!!!!!" Hoseok screamed pushing Taehyung causing the younger to fall back and crash into Namjoon, both of the idols collapsing to the ground and onto each other while groaning in pain.
Beginning to become worried Jungkook gently put a hand on Hoseok shoulder, in an attempt to comfort him or at least calm the older boy down. "Hyung, what's wrong---"
"DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME, JUNGKOOK-SHIT!!!!!" Hoseok lashed out at the youngest member, who stumbled a few steps backwards, wide eyes filled with both shock and fear.
"HEY!" A raspy voice yelled in the dancer's direction. Suddenly, Hoseok was harshly slammed against the wall by a furious-looking Degu boy, Hoseok's shirt in his firm grasp. Two words. Min Yoongi. "Don't be an such an asshole, Kookie was trying to help you cause he's worried about you. We're all wanting to help you, you jerk! What the hell has gotten into you, Hoseok???!!!!" Yoongi questioned
"Don't lie to me, Yoongi!" Hoseok shouted, completely dropping the formalities he would normally use with the older boy. "None of you are trying to help me, because none of you care about me." Hoseok cried out, forcing himself away from being pinned by Yoongi and the wall.
"You'd rather have me out of the band. I'm useless! None of you truly care about me. Especially you two!!!" Hoseok said, eyes rimmed with tears, as he pointed toward Taehyung and Jungkook. "Do you two just live to hurt me, or something?!"
One of the maknaes stood up and hugged Hoseok. It was none other than his boyfriend Taehyung. "I love you, Hoseok. I couldn't ever not love you. I don't ever want you to think otherwise." But there was something new about Hoseok that Taehyung noticed when he was hugging his hyung bothered him. Hoseok felt way too thin. Taehyung pulled away from his boyfriend, holding the older boy's shoulders while scanning Hoseok from head to toe with his eyes. "You've been skipping meals haven't you?" Taehyung asked, voice quavering.
Hoseok only nodded in response.
"What else are you hiding, J-Hope?" Seokjin asked, a worried glance clearly evident on his face as he hugged a crying Jimin.
Mouth practically sewn shut, Hoseok held out his wrists in front of Taehyung, and the younger boy saw Jimin gasp and cover his mouth with his hands. "Hyung . . . why would you do something like that?!" Jimin questioned Hoseok.
Taehyung turned his attention back to Hoseok and realized why Jimin gasped. Taehyung was at a loss for words as he felt his heart clench. Wrapped tightly around both of Hoseok's wrists, were white bandage wraps, each had a red tinge in some spots of the cloth. He cut he hadn't ate anything, he hurt himself, and he thought he was unloved. To make Hoseok believe that the younger boy actually did care, Taehyung pulled Hoseok in for a sweet, comforting and warm hug; Hoseok wrapped his arms around the younger boy's neck, and began sobbing into Taehyung's shoulder, while Taehyung comforted him with a little bit of whispered loving words.~
"So he was just jealous of you and Jungkook getting along?" Namjoon asked eyes wide.
"Well, yes, and . . . no. You see- what I'm trying to say is that he was unconfident in himself and then some stupid anti-fans sent his social media a whole bunch of the usual hate. But this time most of them were asking Hoseok to stop hanging out with me, and to leave me and Kookie alone since we were 'cuter' together or something like that." Taehyung explained before taking a bite into his toast. "But lets' not worry about it too much since he's doing so much better."
"Good Morning~"Hoseok said in a sing-song voice.
"Somebody's happy." Taehyung laughed, kissing his boyfriend.
"I'm always happy." Hoseok defended himself. That wasn't necessarily true, but the beauty of their friendships was that you never had go with being hurt without being loved.
Suddenly, Taehyung tackled Hoseok to the ground in a hug, which the older boy screamed at him for. And if Hoseok hated being at the bottom of a doggie pile, then being under five of bangtan's members was really bothersome. Yoongi had a plate with his breakfast in hand until he saw the doggy pile of limbs and Hoseok being crushed by all of his member's weights. Yoongi smiled to himself as he sat down on Seokjin's waist who yelled out in pain. "Thanks for the chair hyung." With just one small movement from. Taehyung, they all fell down including Yoongi who's face fell into a plate covered in syrup. All the members ran off in different directions except for Taehyung and Hoseok who ran away together from an angry Yoongi, sceaming and giggling while holding hands, until they made it into their shared bedroom and locked the door behind them.
"Hoseok?" Taehyung panted.
"Ne?"
"I love you."
"Aww, thanks babe. I love me too." Hoseok smiled teasing the younger boy, who pouted at his response. "Kidding! I'm just kidding. I love you too."
And with that they ended their night with loving and soft kiss, promising each other to never leave."
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(A/N: Sorry for the sad stuff I wanted to change it up a bit. I hope you're not mad. >_<)This always makes me so sad. (Don't cry Hobi~) TT^TT