Infinity and Beyond (Sequel to Beyond the Lights)

Chapter 5

Kendall POV

I instantly left Harry's house after sobbing my eyes out for a half hour. And he obviously understood, even if he was hurt. Cara is my wife. I betrayed her. I'm done. I found myself at Alison and Emily's house. I called Alison and she answered, "What Kendall. You going to yell at me again? Blame me for your fight?"

"I need you please. Come outside. In my car." I begged and I was waiting for her to blow up on me, yell but she didn't. "Okay." I waited until she got in and she did say anything  at first. She just stared at me as I cried silently to myself. "Kendall...what's wrong?" I sniffled and shook my head vigorously. "Ken. What's going on?" I wiped my tears and said, "I slept with Harry..." The answer I got was silence. I looked up and she was wide eyed, staring at me and probably waiting for me to laugh and say it was just a joke. "Please tell me this is a joke Kendall." She had her eyes boring into me, awaiting an answer. When my eyes teared up again she said, "did he rape you?" "No. I um. It was voluntary. But I didn't mean to Alison I swear! I love Cara to death and-" "okay stop." I sniffled and she had such a disappointed look on her face. "How could you? Cara's worst nightmare is you getting back with Harry...I can't believe you. I don't know where Kendall is, but she sure as hell isn't here. Not from what i can see." And with that, she got out of the car. "Good luck telling Cara. I wouldn't be surprised if she leaves your cheating ass."

"Alison please-"

"NO! YOU DO NOT GET PITY KENDALL! ALL THOSE YEARS BACK THEN I HATED YOU THINKING YOU SLEPT WITH HARRY AND NOW IT ACTUALLY HAPPENED! AND YOU WILLINGLY DID IT! YOU ALWAYS GO AFTER MY EX'S! YOU HAVE CARA! OR AT LEAST YOU HAD! SO DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE ACT INNOCENT AND SAD BECAUSE YOU MADE YOUR DAMN CHOICE!" She screamed so loud at me and I cringed in my car seat. I hate getting her mad, being the cause of it. A mad Ali is a scary Ali. I just sat there with tears rolling down my cheeks. No. I'm not losing Alison. I jumped out of my car and ran inside after her, "Ali!" I stopped when Cara and Emily turned to me. My heart caught in my throat at this point. "Oh uh...I'm so sorry you guys um...I'll go. Tell Alison to call me-" "Actually Ken. We gotta talk." Cara stood up, clearly stressed.

"O-okay. Sure." She sighed and took my hands, "I overreacted alright? And i'm so sorry that I made you sleep somewhere besides home, where you belong-"

Oh god no. "Cara you don't have to-"

"No. I do. It was impolite of me to be that rude to my Kenny. I want you home babe." She was smiling and I smiled too, until I saw Alison glaring at me. "Tell her." She mouthed and I closed my eyes, she's right. I gotta tell her. "What do you say? We can forget this ever happened and if you want to be friends with him then-" "I cheated on you." I blurted out and Cara instantly dropped her smile, "what?"

My eyes burned with more tears, "Cara i'm so sorry but I was upset and lonely and-"

"You kissed him? Harry?"

"Yes." I whispered and she nodded, "I see." Her accent thickened as she talked more and I went to speak but she said, "Please tell me that's it Kendall. Cause if it is not then...I don't know what to do." She was trying not to cry but I saw the red in her gorgeous blue eyes. A lump in my throat formed and i tried to swallow it but it only grew. "We...we had sex." I choked out and words can't even begin to explain the hurt in Cara's eyes at this very moment. They were filled with pain, sadness, heartbreak and betrayal. "I have to go." She said and went to leave but I grabbed her arm, "Please Cara..."

She didn't fully look at me. Her eyes were on my hand on her arm, "I want a divorce." She said and my heart shattered in my chest, "No. No Cara please, don't do this-"

"DON'T! Don't you dare make me the bad guy here Kendall Nicole. I trusted you. You said you two were nothing more than friends-"

"We are friends!"

"CLEARLY NOT IF YOU FUCKED HIM!"

"Mom?" Jaxon walked over and I didn't break my sight from Cara, "Babe-"

"Don't babe me Kendall. We're done...you promised..." She whispered the last part, looking at me as if I was some sort of monster. "Cara please! I love you!"

"DO YOU LOVE HIM?!" She shot at me loudly and Jax jumped in his stance, clearly scared of his parents' argument. "What? No! Cara I love you! Only you! Please Don't leave me Cara."

"I can't Kendall. I'm done. You lied to me. And clearly you're lying to yourself. You have feelings for Harry. So...go be with him...i'll send the papers over..." She looked at Jax, "You staying here bud?"

He glared up at me and Primrose was in utter shock at the sight in front of her. "I'll come with you." He stated and walked out, leaving me alone...

"Prim, upstairs, come on. Smells like traitor in here." Alison said and took her daughter upstairs. I slumped my head down and sat on the couch in a heap of tears. "Ken." Emily said softly and I shook my head, "it was a mistake. I don't love him Emily." I whispered and she had so much sorrow in her eyes. "I know Kenz. It's okay." "No. Alison hates me...Cara is divorcing me!" "Alison doesn't hate you...she's just disappointed. She'll get over it eventually." I nodded and sniffled, "Please don't cry. You know how much I hate it when you cry." Emily whispered, her fingers lifting my face up to meet her eyes. It's like my mind went insane. I did the worst thing possible. I kissed Emily. Right on the lips. She pulled away instantly and stood up in alarm. "YOU FUCKING SLUT!" Alison ran down and slapped me right across the cheek. I rubbed my cheek and my eyes watered as I leaped to my feet, "Alison oh my god. No. I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to-" She cut me off with a punch right to my eye, making me fall flat on my ass. FUCK! That hurt like a bitch. "Don't you ever come to this house again do you hear me? You are NOT welcome here anymore Kendall Jenner. No reason in saying Delevingne if it's temporary for now. I can't BELIEVE YOU'D DO THIS TO ME! YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE MY FUCKING FRIEND KENDALL!" She was beyond angry and Emily was staring at me in shock and confusion. I didn't mean to kiss her! I don't know why I did it...

"I'm sorry...I-i don't know why..."

"Get out Kendall. Now."

"Alison I can't lose you too-"

"Too late. Get out." She opened the door and when I stood up I looked at Emily, "Em?" She looked up and sighed, "Get out Kendall." I closed my eyes and nodded, "I'm sorry." I whispered and left, Alison slamming the door behind me. 

Well. There goes my life.

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Well shit.

Who are you guys? #TeamAli or #TeamKendall? XD

I feel for both of them :( <3

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