•it seems okay•

•27•

had you lied to me?
did you only say you'd come back to keep happy?
or make sure i'd stay hooked on you?
did you not want me to move on?
i tried to. i thought i did.
it honestly worked for a while.
then the mention of your name had made me smile.
i have to forget about you if you think you can just get me back that easily,
you cannot just leave for months and expect me to forgive you that easily.
i keep trying to tell myself that,
but somehow i keep failing.
why should i forgive you?
you left me when i had needed you the most.
and you think i will let you back into my trust again?