Today was Friday and I was not in the mood. It's been nearly three weeks since I ended things with Blake. I didn't seem to feel any emotion when it came to thinking about Blake; I didn't feel sad but I didn't feel happy either; I felt nothing. And I don't exactly know if that's a good thing or a bad thing.
Almost the whole school found out that Blake and I broke up; they seemed to be completely shocked. They honestly thought we were the best couple in school an that we would last a lifetime. They were completely wrong.
School got out and I was ready for the weekend. I got in my brothers car and we went home.
I just needed sometime to myself, so I went to my room . All of a sudden I heard a knock at my door. I open it only to see my brother Jesse.
"Hey autumn, do you want to go to this super huge party tonight with me??!" He was practically jumping up and down begging me to go. "Autumn pleeeaaaassseeee!!!" He just kept begging me.
"Fine!" Just leave so I can get ready then. He excitedly went out my door shutting it. What should I wear?
I finally chose out the perfect outfit. I had American eagle skinny jeans with my black vans and an Aeropostale short sleeved shirt that came up to my jean line. It was perfect.
My brother came up to my room and he looked really good. Good enough for a party. We headed out the door.When we arrived, the place was packed with people and it kinda made me nervous. This was my first time ever going to a legit party. I felt out of place. Everyone around me seemed to know what they were doing. Eventually I broke out of my shell and acted like this wasn't new to me. Soon after that, people started offering me to drink this, smoke that, it was completely crazy.
I was too busy letting myself loose that I lost Jesse. I decided not to get too worried because I knew at some point we would find each other.
"Hey wanna take a shot!?" Some blonde haired girl yelled over the music to me as she held a jack Daniels bottle in her hand.
Even though I was underage and it was illegal for me to do this, I nodded my head as she poured me a shot. I threw it back and swallowed as I felt burning in my throat. My face made a scrunched up look and I laughed.
Suddenly I felt a pair of firm hands grab my waist as they pulled me closer to their body. I didn't bother to turn around I just swayed my hips to the music. Out of all of the years of my life, I never thought I would be dancing with a stranger. But honestly I didn't care; I've been missing out on too much.
"I'm supposed you came out tonight, autumn." Even in my drunken state, I knew that voice anywhere. I quickly turned around which made me almost loose my balance.
"You're really out of it aren't you?" Luke had a smirk on his face as he held me close to him.
"Just a little." I giggled as I pushed him away. Luke smiled showing his nearly perfect white teeth. "I say we do this instead." He led me over to a table with tons of cups wit alcohol with a few ping pong balls sitting on the table
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"Yes!" I cheer. I won the game. I'm not gonna lie I think I did pretty good for someone who's never played before.Luke laughed and pulled me away from the crowd. I stumbled and tripped over my feet as I walked with him. Luke stopped in the middle of the hallway. He walked me up against the wall. He picked my legs up and put them around his waist. The bad boy was kissing me.
"You don't know how bad I want you right now, Autumn." Luke's hot breath hit my neck as he held his hands by my sides, blocking me from going anywhere.
I giggled and pushed him off of me. "Luke you're drunk you don't know what you are saying." He laughed slightly. "No autumn you are the one who's drunk."
I shrugged my shoulders and started to walk the other way. I could feel Luke's hand wrap around me as he whirled me around. He pressed me up against the wall once again, but this time I didn't try to push him away. Besides the fact I was almost drunk, my heart was beating a million times per minute. Luke's lips lingered over mine. I was completely paralyzed and I felt like I couldn't breathe.
"We both know you want me," Luke whispered in my ear which made my legs feel like noodles.
He slowly started nibbling on my ear and trailing kissed on my neck. I knew it was bad to like Luke, but I knew it was even worse letting him do this to me. As much as I wanted to slap him, I couldn't because all of this took my mind off things.
"You so want this." Luke muttered and crashes his lips into mine. I felt nothing but complete enjoyment and I wanted more. I pulled his shirt closer to me to take out any space left between us. I could tell he enjoyed that because I could feel a smirk form on his lips. I ran my hands through his soft blonde hair and but his lip. Luke groaned which made me want to laugh.
Luke's hand gripped tightly on my hips as he pulled me up against him. I wrapped my arms around him and trailed my hands down his chest and felt his abs through his soft t-shirt.
What are you doing?!? This is Luke; he always does this to other girls!
Reality hit me like a bus and I pushed him away with all my force. "No I can't do this." I panicked and this time I seriously couldn't breathe.
I stumbled out of the hallway and pushed through the crowds of dancing people and made my way outside. I looked left and right and didn't know what to do. My heart seemed to speed up again and i just ran. Ran away from everything and everyone; ran away from all of my problems.
Sorry that was super long!!! Hope you guys have a good day!
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