Yours

9

"Sara, I don't like sharing what is mine." He said before leaning forward and pressing his lips against mine.

When he kissed me I felt alive. I felt like butterflies were having a dance party on my stomach.

His kiss was gentle. I could feel his cold tongue enter my mouth and I let it in. He licked my lower lip and I could feel the way he tickled my tongue.

I wrap my arms around his neck for support, and then he wrapped his strong arms around my waist as we kept kissing.

God, I've never felt this way when Luke kisses me.....Wait!Luke. What am I doing? I have a boyfriend, who cares about me and I'm Freaking cheating on him? What's wrong with me, he has always been there for me,and yet here I am cheating on him? I am an awful person, I need to stop.

Reluctantly I pulled away. Confusion was written all over his face.

"What's wrong." He said with a deep voice.

"I can't."

"What do you mean you can't?"

"Harry, i just can't, I'm not sure if you know but i have a boyfriend." I stuttered.

" What the fuck! Sara, Why would you lead me on like that?" Harry was really mad, I could tell by the  way his eyes were burning into me. This time there was something else in his eyes;pain. Harry was hurt, and I was the reason.

"Harry, I'm sorry...."

" No you're not, if you were sorry you wouldn't have kissed me back"

" I know I kissed you back Harry, but I shouldn't have." I said taking a step back from him.

" Look Sara, I didn't know you had a boyfriend, so lets just do ourselves a favor  and stay away from each other." Harry said, while looking deep into my eyes.

" No, Harry You don't understand, I still want us to be friends, Why would you want to stay away from me? "

"Sara, i don't  think you understand, you led me on, when all this time you had a boyfriend. Besides, I'm not sure  I could stand the fact that I'm just a friend to you." With that Harry walked away without hesitation.

I replayed Harry's hurt face over and over in my head . How was I so careless? I just don't know what is wrong with me, whenever It comes to Harry I dont have control over anything . And it's funny how I used to have everything planned. Now everything is unpredictable

I looked at my phone. Fuck. it's 1:00 am and I gotta get the hell out of here. It's been a long day and I need to sleep.

I called Chester and After 3 rings he picked up with a tired voice.

"Sara?"

" Um, Hi Chester. Sorry for waking you up but I kind of need you to pick me up, please."

"Okay but where are you? Its 1:30am in the morning."

"Yeah I know, I'm at a party."

"Okay... Whats the address."

I told him the address and about 10-15 minutes later he was here to pick me up.

I avoided saying much to Chester during the drive home because I know if I did, I would break into tears.I could already feel my voice cracking.

And when I got to my room that was the first thing I did.

I cried.

Until I fell asleep.

***
I felt someone rubbing my forehead repeatedly. For some reason I thought that it was Harry. Guess I'm going crazy by now.

I looked up to see who it was. It was my father.

"Hey honey , I thought I would come and say goodbye before You head over to the airport" I really hate when he act this way. I feel all the memories rushing back, and thats when it hit me, hard, I just find it sick how he can be so careless and pretend that nothing ever happened... But why am I judging if I'm doing the same thing.. Im going to pretend I never knew who Harry was, to save myself from the pain.

(Hi guysss!!! Sorry if this chapter is short but I promise the next one will be exciting and long so get ready!!! I will upload this week ;) love youu!!! And thanks for almost 200 views)