The Boy Next Door//Bad Boy

Poison

"Shawn no, come back, this isn't you"
I tear up and he shakes his head, like if he was trying to get back to himself, like if he was trying to drain all the poison drink he'd taken (figuratively, it wasn't poison). He shook his head and stumbled onto the wall. He squinted his eyes in pain and looked at me, like if this was my fault? How was this my fault?
"You're going to pay for this"
He pins me on the all really hard, so hard I honestly am positivity positive I'd get a huge bruise. For sure. A dark purple.
"Shawn this isn't you, come back"
I start to tear up again, this time, he ain't controlling himself. He scratches my wrist with his nails, trying to keep me still. His nails go deep in my skin which causes it to bleed a little. It pinched so bad. It hurt so bad.
"Shawn you're hurting me"
He presses his lips on mine and grinds on me, I can feel his length getting hard. I have to admit this was kind of kinky and hot, but I really didn't want to have sex with a drunk? I really didn't want to have sex with someone I just started dating, well I don't even know if we're dating. He doesn't even know what he's doing it wouldn't mean anything and he probably wouldn't be as gent- am I really talking about sex with Shawn? Yup. Okay.
His mouth gets closer to my neck and he starts to suck on it, which feels good to be honest, I just got along with it. Until he bites it, hard.
"OW WHAT THE FUCK"
He chuckles and looks at me, what's funny? That hurt. I don't know if this is kinky shit to him, I had my first kiss, like 2 days ago, and he's already trying to get some?
I start to run upstairs and into his room where I lock myself in. The window. Maybe I could jump out of the window and go to my house?
"Jenn if you even think about going back home there's going to be consequences"
I hear him say through the door, OKAY SHAWN YOU CANT GET IN HERE WHAT CONSEQUENCES WOULD YOU WANT TO GIVE ME!! Dumbass.
"Sure" I just agree knowing he could never hurt me, well at least while he's sober.
Shawn starts to knock on the door, I play dead. I don't reply, I don't move a muscle. I just want to be alone, all the lies, all the drinks he had, him trying to rape me or some shit. That's just too much for me to handle in a day.
"Baby girl I know you're in here"
He scares me.
He finally managed to open the door, but I lock myself in the bathroom. He chases me, but I get in and lock the door before he can get a grip of me. He's now hitting on the bathroom door, violently to be honest.
"I just want to have fun, if you don't open I'll hurt you"
I don't open, of course I wouldn't open!!
He breaks through the door and grabs me by my wrist.
"I warned you"
He starts to hit me, punch me, kick me.
I start to scream and cry. A panic attack kicks in which gives me a hella hard time to even breathe.
"SHAWN STOP IT"
Matthew comes running into the room and takes Shawn off me. The boys all come running behind Matt. Matt takes me out of the room and into his, where he also had a bathroom. His room smelled really good actually, like soap and perfume. It smelled clean. This room just mustn't be used often, it looks brand new. He takes me into his bathroom and sits me on the counter where he gets a first aid kit.
"Are you okay"
He looks at me with worried and concerned eyes.
"Yes, yes I'm fine, I'm just glad you guys arrived on time"
He nods and listens to me.
Matthew has hazel but eyes and beautiful hair, perfect length and it looks so soft.
"Okay this might sting"
I turn myself to see the damage, my face was slightly bloody, and bruises had already appeared all over my body.
He applies some kind of alcohol to clean the splints and cuts. He also bandaged a few. His gentle hands touched my skin and he was so careful.
"Okay we're done here"
He smiled at me and put the kit away. We walked towards Shawn room. Shawn was sitting on his bed, waiting for me.
"JENN WTF HAPPENED TO YOU DID NASH-"
I nod my head no.
"This is you, you did this to me"
I walk out the room with Matthew and we go watch movies, I can't really fall asleep due to the recent events. Matt and I just joke around and watch movies.
I fall asleep and so does Matthew, his hand so close to mine, yet not touching. I needed comfort right now and the only person who could give it to me, was the person that harmed me. I want Shawns hugs and warm cuddles. I want him to hold my hand. I want to feel his lips on mine.
Shawn comes downstairs and picks me up bride-style. He lays me down on his bed.
I can see him take off his shirt, it's about 2 AM just bc on his alarm clock. He takes off his pants and gets into the bed, he reaches for my waist to bring me closer. I let him. I need comfort. I lay my head on his chest, and his lays his chin on my head. His arms are wrapped around me. I feel so...I feel so safe. He kisses my forehead and I hear him whisper "I'm so sorry princess, you know I wouldn't"
I just held him tighter. I know he's right. Something that was given tonight had caused this.
He came to realize at the same time I did.
///SHAWN////
I can't believe this, Nash. He gave me some type of drink, with drugs in it because he knew I'd go to the party with her. He knew I would be with her. He knew I would hurt her. As soon as I'd taken that drink, it's like if I wasn't controlling my body. Like if the dark side of me had taken over, I'd tried to fight it at some point but it was just too strong.
I hurt her and I didn't even remember it. I wonder what other things I did to her. Whatever they were I had no idea I did and I know I wouldn't have done any of those things if I would've had control over my own body.
I have to get him back, I have to get Nash. Get revenge.
I have to teach Jenn how to fight and how to survive. I have to get all the guys to help.
Matt should stay away from her, I saw the way he was looking at her, all caring. Matt doesn't usually do that. He's a fuck boy. I'm the only boy for her anyway. Nobody can love her as much as I do.
The training will start tomorrow.
We'll tell her about it, then she's going to have to handle us herself. We'll surprise her.
Let's see how long it will take for her to be able to fight.