The Boy Next Door//Bad Boy

what have i gotten myself into

It was starting to get late and Shawn wouldn't let me leave his side. He even made me stay into the bathroom while he was watching and he locked the doors of the room while he was at the bathroom, (I was outside the bathroom of course, but I was in the room that leads to the bathroom, where our bed is)I don't even know if that makes sense. He knew I would try to do something. So he didn't let me do anything. We eventually went out for dinner, just Shawn and I. We went out for sushi. He loves sushi and I like it. Since we're in Florida the sushi was pretty good. It was an expensive restaurant. A fancy restaurant. The type that you get out with a 500$ bill for 20 sushi's. He paid and left, we wondered around Miami for a little. Such a beautiful city. We had the red Porsche so everybody looked at us as we passed by. I can't deny, I love this. I love this feeling of power.
He kept smiling while looking at me, he kept watching me enjoy this so much.
Shawn had his sunglasses and looked bad ass as fuck. He looked like a real fuckboy. Although I know he's such a sweetheart.
Anyway, we're back home and watching tv. He's holding my hand and rubbing the top of it with his thumb. He really doesn't want me to go down there.
"Beautiful, I have to go finish some business, Cameron will take you out shopping, I'll give him the money"
I faked a smile and asked him why I couldn't stay here, I told him I had enough clothes. He told me to go look in the backyard, on the beach. He told me to go back there with cameron.
He left to go downstairs. That's all I heard of him. Everything was silent after that. The walls are probably sound proof downstairs because there is no way in hell Shawn is staying calm with Nash while he's in the same room.
Cameron walked downstairs and put his phone away right when he saw me.
"Hey" he spoke gently
"Hey" I spoke back, as gently as him
He smiled, a tender smile. A real smile. A light smile. A beautiful smile.
"So there's something waiting for you outside"
I followed him out the house, onto the deck and into the sand.
"Wait..is that.."
My jaw dropped and I started to cry.
"Yes that's yours, he bought you this beauty. I have to admit I gave him the idea, I know how much you love them"
I smiled and hugged him tight before I ran towards what was newly mine.
A horse. Shawn had got me a horse. My horse was dun, his legs and mane were black, but everything else was dun. So beautiful. Shawn had built a little stable and a little gate to keep the horse in. Only top quality equipment was displayed in one side of the stable. English riding equipment. That's the fancy shit.
I got on my horse, and Cameron watch me and giggled. His giggle was cute.
"Wait, I'll take the black horse"
I turned around and saw Cameron get on an other horse that I hadn't even seen, must be shawns horse. I can imagine Shawn and I going on ride together.
Cameron and I don't have any saddles so we can fall at anytime.
Cameron gets the black horse closer to mine, and we walk along the shore.
"Shawn called the black one Hollow"
I nodded and looked at the black beauty.
"Was mine named?"
He nods no.
"I think I'll call her Clover"
He nodded.
"Let's race"
"IM DOWN"
I say a little too excitedly because clove starts to run, run really fast. I've had training so I could manage no saddle like this but I'm scared Cameron won't be able to hang on.
Cameron races Hollow and out runs me. He's actually really good. I stop clover and he stops hollow, we talk for a long time and giggle. On our way back, we talked serious.
"So you know how to ride?"
He nods and looks at the ocean..the sun is setting.
"I grew up on a farm, um Jenn I have something serious to tell you.."
I look at him with compassion and nod.
"Sure"
He shuts his eyes and let's the house guide him. His feet dangle, and he looks really nervous.
"I..uh...lately, I've got to spend time with you and I think I love you."
My mouth shuts. I can't. No. I don't want to hurt him. I mean, now that I think about it I really like being in his company, I really do. He always makes me smile and he's not like Matthew. He doesn't wish to go dirty shit with me. He likes to spend time with me. He's never hurt me, he's never hurt me like Shawn has. Even if I know Shawn didn't mean to, when it happened it happened. I love Shawn. I really do. I can't break Shawns heart because if I do I break myself. I don't want to let Cameron down. If I'd met Cameron on the street and Shawn wasn't in my life, then I probably would've dated him. He's a really sweet boy. "Cameron..i"
"You don't like me back, I know"
He tensed up and made Hollow walk faster. Clover and I stayed behind. I could see a silhouette far ahead, Shawn was there waiting for us to get back. He had a huge smile on his face, like if nothing had happened between him and Nash. I wanted to race to him but I didn't want to hurt Cameron by doing that. I just kept the pace and waited for Cameron to get back and into the house before I raced towards Shawn.
"So how is she"
She's amazing, I got off her back and hugged Shawn so tight. Since I was little I've always wanted a horse. He gave that to me and I will forever be grateful.
"We'll go on a ride tonight when it's dark"
I look at him confused and he points at people who are installing lights along the shore, candles.
"These guys are setting it up for us"
I smiled and cleaned clover off with a brush. We both walked inside and found no Cameron. Cameron wasn't there.
"Where's Cameron"
Shawn shrugs and looks at the tv.
"Can we cuddle for a while?"
I nod and lay down with him, he brushes hair from my face and pecks my forehead with kisses. He eventually falls asleep. He had black circles under his eyes. He desperately needs sleep and I know that he won't wake up so soon. He's knocked out.
I try to get out of his grief and into the kitchen where I take a knife. I'm definitely going downstairs.
I walk downstairs and I'm very careful because I don't want to make a noise. I close the door behind me and now everything should be sound proof, so I can make as much noise as I want.
"You're Jenn right?"
My head shifts to the blue eyed boy sitting before me. His lips, cheeks were bleeding.
"Are you okay" I say reluctantly. I think he looks..I don't know i feel bad but I'm supposed to hate him..after all he stabbed my mother didn't he.
"Your mom didn't reply on the phone did she?"
He smirks and looks at me
"Howd you know that"
He smiles, an evil smile.
"Because I killed her"
I take every strength in me and slap him. I can tell he's resisting. He seems so angry.
"You're going to regret this later.."
I nod and smile, smirk.
"Oh yeah, but you're tied up I don't see how you could do anything to affect me"
He smirks and my smirk fades.
"I already killed your mother, and now I'm killing you"
I nod and smile.
"You're lying"
Cameron steps out the dark corner of the room.
"No he's not"
I look at Cameron confused.
"What the hell are you doing here Cameron?"
He looks at me with a tear falling from his cheek.
"If I can't have you, nobody can. And so Jennifer Dallas, you will die. You hurt me, I hurt you back"
Nash smirked and got up the chair. Shit. Cameron untied him.
What the fuck did I get myself into.