Kanan And Ezra One Shots (ON HOLD)

Suicidal

Ezra's pov

"Ezra, hold your lightsaber up and do the shoulder block again." Kanan tells me. I sigh in boredom. "Come on Kanan. I've been practicing on this stupid move all week. Let's work on something else for once." I ask and toss my lightsaber to the side. "No. For the last time, you are going to work on this shoulder block until you get it exactly right." He starts to raise his voice and uses the force to throw my lightsaber at me. My lightsaber hits my face and lands in my hands. I throw it back to the ground and step closer to him. I could feel my face grow hot with anger. "Well it's not my fault you can't teach me right!" I yell. He gets up in my face this time. "It's not my fault your to stupid to learn a move that a nine year old could do at the Jedi Temple!" He practically screams, making my ears ring. I flinch at his voice. "What was that?" I hear Sabine ask as she comes into the room with zeb and Hera. Kanan didn't notice and continued to making hurtful insults at me. But what he did next shocked me badly. Kanan's hand flew through the air and smacked my face with such force that I landed on the ground with a big thud. Everything was silent when tears started to well up in my eyes until Hera and Sabine cane hurrying towards me while zeb stayed with Kanan. But before the girls got to my side, I jumped up and ran out of the room, off the ramp and into the field. "Ezra!" I hear them yell behind me, but i don't listen. I make sure my lightsaber is at my side and continue running to the highest hill of the fields. Suicide Hill. I climb the hill and look back. The crew was running up the hill to me. I saw kanan in the front, tears in his eyes.

Oh my god, it's my fault he's crying...

"I shouldn't be here..." I whisper and grab my lightsaber off my belt with a shaky hand. I look down and set the blaster to KILL. I turn the blaster around and placed it by my head. The others stopped about ten feet in front of me. "Ezra, stop!" Kanan yells. I look up as tears rolled down my face.

Kanan's pov

"Ezra, stop!" I yell to ezra. "Stay back! I'll do it!" He yells and holds the blaster more confidently.

No!

Hera grabs my hand. "Kanan, please stop him!" She whispers and wipes a tear off her eye. I nod looking back at Jim and notice a hand mark on his cheek. "Ezra, I'm sorry i hit you. Really, I am. But stay with us! Stay with me!" I say desperately. He blinks and starts to lower the blaster from his head. A wave of relief washes over me and the most likely the rest of the crew. The blaster drops to the ground and i full on run to him. He drops and i catch him in my arms. "Kanan, I'm sorry." He whispers and falls asleep. "Don't worry, you didn't do anything wrong sweet heart. We love you." Hera says and we start walking back to the Ghost.