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Is there someone waiting out there for me

Someone I can run to that won't get scared, turn around, & leave?

It hurts to see couples walking hand in hand

Down the noisy streets of New York City

But in their eyes, they don't see anyone but each other

Damn I want to feel that same way

Tears may not stream periodically

But it doesn't mean that my heart isn't hurting

Some just hold their feelings in better than others

And, whether it's a good thing or bad, I fall into this group

Lately, the most common feeling I experience is emptiness

It's as if I'm living but I'm not alive

Why

Maybe because it's easier to be alone than in a love-hate relationship

& it's easier to go 'dolo' than be a worthless dependent

It can also be looked at as being a coward

& instead of experiencing love

I deal with a lonely heart.