meaningless entries of a summer gone wrong-6

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Living in a dream

                          
Everything is never as it seems

                          
You were never mines

                          
I, never yours

                          
That comfortable place in your arms now seems as foreign as un-ventured doors

                          
Our worlds are oil and water

                          
Destined to remain one another's kryptonite

                          
Its still painful to realize

                          
But I don't want this anymore

                          
Stressing because you have yet to call my phone

                          
I remain the last on your mind, the furthest from your life

                          
To relish on what we had is to live in a world full of strife

                          
And because of this I see everything different now

                          
For the brief time that I've known you, you've changed me somehow

                          
It seems like I threw too much thought into any of this

                          
& I should've known from the start

                          
Right from that first kiss

                          
You see, I'm a person who spends their whole life thinking

                          
And on the flipside, an impulse-taker

                          
The bad part is I switch these roles up

                          
& that just about sums up every mistake I've ever made

                          
It's not to be confused

                          
I'm not ashamed of them

                          
Every mistake has taught me a lesson

                          
So why is it that I still feel like I haven't learned anything?
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