meaningless entries of a summer gone wrong-2

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by Alistar90

by Alistar90

Staring into your face

Every fear that I've ever had is now erased

In your arms I wish to forever stay

But I am awakened & it's not you who is by my side today

As I recollect everything that transpired between us

I cannot figure what caused you to have a change in heart

But still I waste time reliving old memories

For fear that we were never together from the start

My first mistake was I liked you before I even knew you

& the effects of that seem to be the main reason why we're thru

It scares me so

Because I remember how I refused to let you go

Pride was thrown out of the window

& trampled on, set on fire, then buried in some unmarked hole

I hated the way you made me seem insignificant

Never had I encountered someone of the likes of you

& this is true

As crazy as it might sound, the worse you treated me made me fall

Harder, faster, & undeniably for you

Laying here having an intervention with myself

I've finally admitted the horrid truth

You & I were never meant to be

& to prolong this 'relationship'

Just wouldn't do my heart any good.